• halcyone commented on the post, steady 6 years, 3 months ago

    I tried to steady my breath. I needed to calm down but I couldn’t; it felt as if I were drowning, suffocating, or maybe both. I don’t understand why I think these thoughts that do nothing but hurt me. Why couldn’t I stop? Why can’t I be happy?

  • halcyone commented on the post, steady 6 years, 3 months ago

    I tried to steady my breath. I needed to calm down but I couldn’t; it felt as if I were drowning, suffocating, or maybe both. I don’t understand why I think these thoughts that do nothing but hurt me. Why couldn’t I stop? Why can’t I be happy?

  • halcyone commented on the post, bury 7 years ago

    He buries my sadness when I’m around him. I don’t feel anger, or resentment, or anything, just ecstasy. He sadly has no idea though, and probably never will.