• Glitz commented on the post, fatigue 6 years, 3 months ago

    The fatigue takes over. My body and my life. I don’t ever have the strength to do anything anymore with the dull aches and tiredness that could flare up at any moment.

  • Glitz commented on the post, society 6 years, 3 months ago

    Society. That word can mean so many things as it has so much associated with it. It can have good feelings, prideful feelings but sometimes society is something awful. Its the thing against you, your worst enemy.

  • Glitz commented on the post, learn 6 years, 3 months ago

    You live and learn that’s what thy say. But are they ever sure that it’s really the best way? because from what I’ve learned so far is that the world will only leave you with a broken heart, bruises and scars.

  • Glitz commented on the post, plays 6 years, 3 months ago

    The kids were all playing in the yard and I felt at peace. Knowing they were all safe and having fun, it was good for them to see them acting normal after all that happened. It makes me so happy to know that they can move on from this so easily. Me on the other hand, it’s not so easy. I wasn’t as sheltered from everything. They will get to find…[Read more]

  • Glitz commented on the post, think 6 years, 3 months ago

    Thinking too hard is one thing I’ve always had a problem with, pink or blue? here or there? then or now? I over analyze every little detail of everything causing myself lots of confusion and insecurity over everything. It also makes me extremely unsure of what I’m doing. I always, always, always second guess what I’m doing. Thinking causes me to…[Read more]

  • Glitz commented on the post, wall 6 years, 3 months ago

    I just ran into the wall… not a literal wall… the metaphorical one. Where it just kind of hits you at once. Everything catches up with you. Physically and emotionally too. Everything just falls apart on me all at once and when I’m all alone. I have people to call at 3 am when I could break down but I never do. Breaking down isn’t always an…[Read more]

  • Glitz commented on the post, murder 6 years, 3 months ago

    As I turned the corner I quickly stepped back and peered around the corner. The sight I see is Jessica knife in hand in front of her brother Andy. Just as she is shoving the knife in his back. Murder. Mudering her own brother.

  • Glitz commented on the post, baby 6 years, 3 months ago

    I’m such a baby. Pathetic and hiding from life, too afraid of the problems I see. Always running from them and hiding from them. When did life become so hard? I miss not noticing the stares. Not feeling the hurt from the words people use.

  • Glitz commented on the post, visitor 6 years, 3 months ago

    Waking up from the murky darkness she peered around the room to see a person in the usually empty chairs. “Who are you,” she asked the visitor. “I am an old friend of your parents,” he replied.

  • Glitz commented on the post, cool 6 years, 3 months ago

    popularity is the one thing she had always searched for, she wanted to be one of the it girls the trendsetters. but that just landed her at rock bottom she found the hard way that life isn’t always the way you imagine it.

  • Glitz commented on the post, responsibility 6 years, 3 months ago

    Why does everyone always think I am responsible for taking care of them when I can barely get everything of my own done. It’s always the same, “Ugh why didn’t you bring this…” “You forgot to come and get me for that…” everything you do is now my “responsibility.”

  • Glitz commented on the post, real 6 years, 3 months ago

    What is real anymore? It surely isn’t those so-called tans. Or that bleach blonde hair. It surely is not her plastic… limbs. And it definitely isn’t her friendly demeanor.

  • Glitz commented on the post, sound 6 years, 4 months ago

    One little sound was all it took. One little sound and they would find me and everything that was planned would be useless. It all depended on how quiet I could stay and how quickly he could get them out of here.

  • Glitz commented on the post, choose 6 years, 4 months ago

    Choices. They can completely alter your life, with the simplist one. Like I chose to go on a walk tha day. I chose to go without supervision. And I made the stupid mistake of passing the bar. Where there happened to be a large group of very strong, very drunk men waiting for me.

  • Glitz commented on the post, choose 6 years, 4 months ago

    Choices, they are everywhere. Conscious or not. Do I get up? Do I wear this or that? Do I bother with you today? So many details I swear my head will explode.

  • Glitz commented on the post, size 6 years, 4 months ago

    When they say size what do you think? about how someone is too large maybe? What about those guys and girls that are skinny and still have problems. Just skin and bone they have just as much of an issue maybe more with their size, society just seems to ignore them though.

  • Glitz commented on the post, size 6 years, 4 months ago

    Large or small. Size doesn’t matter to me. i’m too big so, i’m made fun of. I’m so skinny it’s gross. No happy medium for me only too big or too small. Why is this reality for me?

  • Glitz commented on the post, speech 6 years, 4 months ago

    I was terrified I have always gotten so nervous about speaking in front of people. I couldn’t so much as have people stare at me in a large group without blushing and stuttering. I mean I’m beyond shy.

  • Glitz commented on the post, compass 6 years, 4 months ago

    The compass pointed North but I doubted it was right as I had been going in this direction for the past three hours, I would have hit the cabin if I was headed the right way. Great. I was stranded in the middle of the woods with nothing but the broken compass.

  • Glitz commented on the post, cry 6 years, 4 months ago

    The silent tears I cry are always invisible to you and everyone else, just like I want them to be. Although it’s lonely being forced to go through everything alone, it’s easier not to get attached to you.