• Delilah commented on the post, stencil 6 years ago

    She felt like a stencil against the wall
    Used to produce nothing visibily unique

  • Delilah commented on the post, hoping 6 years, 2 months ago

    Hoping the search was over, that it was it, he was “the one”. Yearning constantly, ignoring that it was a fight to keep it going. Hoping only made the hurt of realizing it wasn’t there that much more painful.

  • Delilah commented on the post, taboo 6 years, 6 months ago

    is it taboo to want real, all encompassing passionate love with just one other person?
    I have this feeling that all i want is you, but when I’m with you I feel like you’re suffocating me. This can’t be right, to have this overwhelming urgency to need something that only hurts you and makes you feel so little.

  • Delilah commented on the post, stretcher 7 years, 4 months ago

    they carried him out of the door
    and as she watched him go her heart sank…
    she always knew it would end
    but she never imagined it like this.

  • Delilah commented on the post, crew 7 years, 4 months ago

    I’ve had this word before.
    I’ve had a crew before too.. but it seems that they never last for one reason or another.
    Maybe I’m to blame, but often times it’s the dynamics of the others that ends the […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, auxiliary 7 years, 4 months ago

    Stop giving me words that spark no emotion in me
    and stop giving me men that do the same.

    I’m tired of searching and I’m tired of being alone.

  • Delilah commented on the post, turbine 7 years, 5 months ago

    Like a turbine, there was reaction that was set of when subjected to pressure…
    i always tell him, don’t ask for “what I was thinking” if you can’t endure hearing it – – –
    yet I naively tell him, thinking his […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, saturday 7 years, 5 months ago

    Saturday morning hangover. Friday I spend the night trying to drink away all that built up angst and emotions I hid away during the week. Trying to cleanse myself by poisoning my body with alcohol and drugs. Come […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, keen 7 years, 5 months ago

    She was never too keen on the situation. It always seemed like such a bad idea, even though it felt so right… yet everything got so messy when all of the lies and secrets came out. Why couldn’t things be as […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, racket 7 years, 6 months ago

    With a key to a house that she doesn’t own, she let’s herself in to somewhere she isn’t welcomed. Listen to her trampling around upstairs. Big and stupid as a horse. What man could love that? Why would he let her […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, racket 7 years, 6 months ago

    There is so much racket when you are around. I was off in my own world, happily enjoying what we had without the interruptions & racket you bring. Then you came by and reminded me of all the bad, all the reasons I […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, jelly 7 years, 6 months ago

    Moving, wiggly, jiggly
    Free
    Easily shaped and spread
    It’s not that I’m a puppet
    but more open than before
    Happy to go with the flow
    Happy
    I’m happy.

  • Delilah commented on the post, separate 7 years, 7 months ago

    trying to separate is the hardest part. the separation of our friendship, our sexual life, our past. where to begin is the hardest part. how to separate one thing without giving up everything else? I can end the […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, alibi 7 years, 7 months ago

    I could use a good alibi to get myself out of this one. Except I need it to be true…. not just a believed truth. That won’t do for something like this with a conscience of this size.

  • Delilah commented on the post, pageant 7 years, 8 months ago

    Who is to judge what is beautiful. If beauty is in the eye of the beholder, how is it fair to set a young girl on a stage – grading her beauty with a number 1-10.
    Beauty is so much more versatile than that.
    Why […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, duration 7 years, 9 months ago

    The duration of my life I have been a good person, I’m caring and sweet – I want the best for others, I want to help people and I want to be loyal, true and there in any way I can for my friends and lover. I put […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, crew 7 years, 9 months ago

    the crew is gone, diminished over time. we talk every once in awhile, maybe a text or a quick visit. but it all seems so unnatural and uncomfortable… not like it once was before. we all once used to be so […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, maze 7 years, 10 months ago

    I don’t know how to get out, I’ve been wondering in this maze for far too long it feels – but I love it. The familiar paths I retrace over and over… the comfort of knowing that this is mine, this is what I […]

  • Delilah commented on the post, pony 7 years, 10 months ago

    They say every girl wants a pony when they are little.
    I never wanted one.

    It probably should have occurred to me then that I would never be your average little girl.

  • Delilah commented on the post, crisp 7 years, 11 months ago

    As she walked outside, she inhaled the crisp air that warned winter was coming
    While she took pleasure in it now, she would soon to dread its cold, invigorating shock
    And she would be hiding under those crisp, clean blankets
    At every chance she got during those cold winter months.