• Kayaus commented on the post, instill 5 years, 2 months ago

    Instill, what values should i instill in you.
    new to the world, new to this view.
    these things all around you, this crazy world,
    all these sensations, these thoughts must swirl,
    i want you to succeed, i want to give you the tools,
    to be anything you want, to live a life thats full.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, european 5 years, 9 months ago

    European, im supposed to be european and not american, I swear it! my love for soccer, my appreciation for theatre and my hatred of baseball really leans towards european and not american.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, sensible 5 years, 9 months ago

    sensible, make sensible decisions they always say. but why make sensible decisions in a world that makes no sense. and anyhow, in the mind of the maker, almost every decision makes sense, even if it travels through a very particular, seemingly chaotic, misunderstood maze-like thought process.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, genetics 5 years, 10 months ago

    Genetics, what we are made of. the things that make us who we are. its commonly argued what effects us more, our genetics or how we are raised and it is undoubtably a combination. genetics lay down unchangeable pieces of us but so much more of us is malleable. everything we see during a day has the potential to profoundly change us.

  • and at that point I started the reconstruction. the reconstruction of myself without her. she was part of my foundation and with her gone i had to rebuilt again and rebuild anew.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, aura 5 years, 11 months ago

    aura, she just had an aura about her. in unexplainable thing. as unexplainable as it may be, as a writer and philosopher i will try to explain it. it must have been a special spark of humanity and brilliance that made he shine like a star. a beautiful beautiful star.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, infinity 6 years ago

    My ability reaches infinity, in such a way that that statement is a lie. To imply that my ability reaches anything gives a slight misconception that it stops which isn’t true. I can do anything and i will write until death catches me and my legacy will continue on.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, bloomed 6 years ago

    bloomed. my hatred bloomed from the rain and nutrients of the world around me. somewhere early in my childhood a seed was planted. and until this point it has absorbed the rain of spite and the nutrients of sadness until this night on which it has fully bloomed to create a perfect disaster.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, polite 6 years, 1 month ago

    polite, she was so polite. i never saw this coming. she was so articulate and had a sweet demeanor. i never thought she would break his heart. i never thought she would destroy him.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, wrought 6 years, 1 month ago

    I am wrought by this world, shaped and molded, what i have become is only slightly by choice. I wouldn’t change a thing because my creator is beautiful, my creator, the world.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, gamer 6 years, 1 month ago

    gamer, im a gamer, i do this shit right,
    i go hard, no sleep, rhyme through the night,
    if this is a game then im the MVP
    cause this game is nothing without me.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, derived 6 years, 1 month ago

    my thoughts are derived from my many experiences,
    the things i’ve seen and life’s incongruences,
    there are things that dont make sense at,
    and when we try to understand, therein lies our downfall

  • Kayaus commented on the post, delight 6 years, 1 month ago

    delight, its what i feel when i look in her eyes,
    its more than a high, beyond sublime,
    its not just a buzz, but feeling of nirvana,
    she’s not only beautiful, but all i’ve ever wanted.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, stilts 6 years, 2 months ago

    stilts, the awkward bases that hold me up. the flimsy platforms that hold my life together. i can feel the fragility with every step. i can only hope that they dont break and bring me crashing down with them.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, incomplete 6 years, 2 months ago

    incomplete. my life is so. nothing seems to match my expectations unless my expectations are failure. and due to the recurring failure, its becoming my only expectation. it’s a terrible cycle that i see no end to.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, shells 6 years, 2 months ago

    sea shells by the seashore. the waves crash upon the sand as we walk together hand in hand, conjoined souls and intertwined fingers, im nothing without you my reason for breathing.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, lullaby 6 years, 3 months ago

    lullaby, i want to hear it before i turn up the bottle,
    the bottle of pills will make it my last,
    lullaby it’ll be so perfect, as my life is fading away,
    the bottle of pills will make it my last.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, burning 6 years, 3 months ago

    Love, is a burning sensation,
    it can be the best and the worst feeling,
    love brings forth accommodation,
    for you’ve saved my weening passion.

  • Kayaus commented on the post, tornado 6 years, 4 months ago

    Tornado, my thoughts are a tornado,
    the thoughts of a genius,
    I don’t know how to continue,
    but I know i must win this,
    win this, as if this is something to win,
    but winning is nothing, when nothing is what we’re fighting for.