• Faith commented on the post, fallen 2 years, 1 month ago

    I’ve fallen.
    I don’t know how it happened, but
    I’ve fallen
    into a deep hole with no signs of
    getting out.
    Every move I make
    to get out of this
    dark
    horrible
    place
    just hurts me
    more than I could have ever expected.

  • Faith commented on the post, pawn 2 years, 6 months ago

    I want to die. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve been depressed since I was 12 and nothing has helped me get out of this horrible, despair-filled life. I’ve tried medication, therapy, etc. Nothing works. I begin to feel a bit better, but then I find myself falling back into the dark abyss of my depression. I really don’t know what to do. I’ve…[Read more]

  • Faith commented on the post, quartz 2 years, 7 months ago

    They wore the loveliest quartz earrings. I saw them from across the room. I had to speak with them. As I crossed the crowded room, they turned towards me and looked me in the eye. They were the most beautiful human I have ever seen.

  • Faith commented on the post, breakout 2 years, 7 months ago

    I need to break out of this hole. It traps me and keeps getting deeper and deeper. I’m not going to give in to this death sentence I’ve given myself.

  • Faith commented on the post, freeze 2 years, 8 months ago

    I am frozen
    frozen in sadness
    sadness that is not going away
    Many times I believed I was getting better
    but the bottomless pit would pull me back in
    I suppose this is just how my life is supposed to be

    sad

    My soul will continue to freeze
    stuck on the sadness inside

  • Faith commented on the post, misunderstood 2 years, 10 months ago

    I’m always misunderstood. I say things that people interpret in ways that I didn’t mean for them to be interpreted. It makes me look like a bad person.

  • Faith commented on the post, degree 2 years, 10 months ago

    The degree of confusion in my mind is suffocating me. I don’t know what to do. I broke up with Jjaks, but then got back together with him; I was selfish, but so was he. I don’t know what to do. I love him– and I know he loves me– but I still feel a sense of guilt, confusion, loss, sadness. Fuck what do I do.

  • Faith commented on the post, treasure 2 years, 11 months ago

    sometimes
    I wish that
    people
    would see the world
    as I do-
    treasure.

  • Faith commented on the post, oven 2 years, 11 months ago

    He pulled the cookies from the oven. The sweet, chocolate smell filled the room and made me forget my worries for a short while.

  • Faith commented on the post, merge 2 years, 11 months ago

    I merged onto the interstate. The cars swallowed me into the monotonous rhythm of the everyday world. But I was far from my well-known rhythm of life. I was just driving, driving to get away. I didn’t care where I was going. I just needed to get away from it all.

  • Faith commented on the post, bottle 2 years, 12 months ago

    He handed me the bottle of whiskey. I was already drunk; I could tell by my fuzzy vision, slow thoughts, and slouched posture against the wall. Taking a long sip of the dark liquid, I thought to myself, “No matter how much I drink, no matter how many supposedly fun nights I have, no matter how many times I won’t remember, I’ll still wake up every…[Read more]

  • Faith commented on the post, locked 3 years ago

    I feel locked in this life. I am restrained by those who are supposed to love me. When I make a feeble attempt at escape, I am immediately shot down. Now the time has come to fight.

  • Faith commented on the post, steep 3 years ago

    I watched as my green tea slowly steeped into the warm water surrounding it. The slow movement of color crept through the mug; it is a watercolor. The light green color filled the water, with splotches of deep green creating swirls in my painting.

  • Faith commented on the post, torch 3 years ago

    She grabbed the torch and hesitantly looked into the dark tunnel. She didn’t know what to expect, but there’s no going back now. Her decisions have led her this far and she has no choice but to continue on the route she’s chosen. She takes a step into the darkness with only the torch to light her way and disappears into the abyss.

  • Faith commented on the post, shell 3 years ago

    I picked up the small, smooth shell on the rocky beach. The waves cascaded over my toes, sending chills up my body. The salty smell of the ocean filled my nostrils, and the gentle sound of waves crashing on the shore filled my ears. It was at this moment that I felt truly free.

  • Faith commented on the post, graceful 3 years, 1 month ago

    She dances, twirling on the tips of her toes, defying gravity. She is strong, yet graceful.