• Pilot commented on the post, level 5 years, 7 months ago

    He crouches until your eyes are level, your violet irises gazing hesitantly but determinedly into his own empty, void-black ones. His eyes show nothing, show his lack of empathy, lack of anything that has to do with people like you. He never really did care, and you never did, either.

    “You needed me,” he hisses.

    “I don’t need anything from…[Read more]

  • Pilot commented on the post, lethargic 5 years, 7 months ago

    Zir movements were slow, breathing labored, feet dragging. Ze didn’t think zir head was actually functioning, or at least, it wouldn’t be for much longer. Whatever that syringe contained must have been the cause. It couldn’t be anything else, ze thought, falling to zir knees. Ze didn’t get to say goodbye to zir family, nor zir friends. Was this…[Read more]

  • Pilot commented on the post, strike 5 years, 7 months ago


    ok for real tho

    you have shown him too much mercy. throw him away already. you need no man, no misogynist like that to make you feel as inferior as he does. he is well past three strikes. so send him out. better yet, kill him. men are trash, so you…[Read more]

  • Pilot commented on the post, collapse 5 years, 7 months ago

    our love is a tower that
    has been built upon
    sand and gravel and ice
    it shakes and quivers and
    can’t handle much wind but
    through all its storms
    and all its breezes
    it has yet to
    and if we keep going
    the way we do
    sand will become stone and
    it will forever hold

  • Pilot commented on the post, still 5 years, 7 months ago

    You realize, suddenly, that you have not done enough. But that’s okay, you decide. That’s fine. Because there are other people here, other people with you, and they will help. They will always help. When you thought they’d left they remained, when you thought they’d betrayed you they only showed faith, and this is why you smile as you hold your…[Read more]

  • Pilot commented on the post, wondering 5 years, 7 months ago

    Ze doesn’t take the time to think about it. Thinking will ruin zim, and ze knows it. Ze can’t, not now, not ever. It’s vital ze doesn’t, because if ze does it’ll leave zir
    and ze will never fall asleep thoughtlessly again.

  • Pilot commented on the post, prayer 5 years, 7 months ago

    is your name a
    prayer, or a
    promise? i can
    never really tell
    the difference.
    but oh god, i’ll
    never leave you
    as long as these
    syllables taste
    so heavenly on my

    now, i don’t
    think it matters.

  • Pilot commented on the post, veteran 5 years, 7 months ago

    When one thinks of ‘veteran’s they think of war. They think of old, wrinkled men in old uniforms speaking of old battles. I am not a war veteran. I am a veteran of my own mind. I have conquered my own battles, ones with myself, warred with my very mind. I have tried and tried again to force myself into happiness, but that isn’t necessary, not…[Read more]