• Andy posted an update 7 years, 9 months ago

    My phone rang, and I hoped it was you. Sadly it wasn’t, it was some other friend. As I sit here and try to drink away the pain, no matter how hard I try you still dominate my mind. I wonder “what if” with every breath. I keep hoping this is all just a nightmare, but then I take another drink and realize it is all too real. I could have been everything you ever wanted and dreamed of, but you lied to me. My tolerance is worn thin from years of neglect and abuse. Months and years will pass and all will be good again, but still I will wonder “what if”…

    @lildevi