• doc. commented on the post, lust 8 years ago

    you. killer. fill me, like contempt this blood will boil and tonight will end but not with tragedy; no, with agony that the sun rises and bodies cease motion for we’re only human & despite the yearning for another taste I can only muster the energy to smirk & think and lick my lips one […]

  • doc. commented on the post, darkroom 8 years, 5 months ago

    and here I am again, where my eyes wander slowly but my brain picks up nothing & without choice my mind starts firing off whatever breezes in, and usually it’s hopes and wants and dreams, but this time a taste of reality sweeps in & I just want to fix this- see i’m in the […]

  • doc. commented on the post, print 8 years, 5 months ago

    black & truth & white & lies
    & nobody can tell the goddamn
    difference; it’s all in the paper eyes,
    that crumple & tear from gentle touches,
    & the bleeding ink; running slow like
    an avalanche w/o a purpose.

  • doc. commented on the post, solved 8 years, 5 months ago

    misnomers go over so
    well until the epiphany
    that their mystery
    was myth;
    & all the misery
    is the blizzard of
    chivalry that was
    really mental imagery.

  • doc. commented on the post, endless 8 years, 5 months ago

    below the scalp, where my own fingertips come home to, shaking feverishly in times of moonlit bewilderment, just above the shoulders that carry the iron; weight that feels something like a planet, is an endless corridor with painted doors as far as sight allows; where keys are created by the whispers of surrounding armories- behind […]

  • doc. commented on the post, spider 8 years, 5 months ago

    paralysis, hold me hold me
    strings of your everloving glory-
    i’m the prey in your web of stories;
    your eyes terrify
    and your legs graze me-
    sensual & deceiving;
    i’m never leaving,
    just trying to smile through your
    weaving of my casket;
    my home; my head; your throne;

  • doc. commented on the post, drain 8 years, 6 months ago

    twirl, girl, we’ve spinnin’ a while now,
    down/down/down/down/down
    the pipes like dreams so you
    can see pearly white in the
    plastic that surrounds us.
    we’ll never reach the
    bottom, just a catch
    here & there to
    slow us down-
    that is until
    the well
    runs
    dry.

  • doc. commented on the post, ragged 8 years, 6 months ago

    curtains hanging about my face,
    swooping downward from slanted
    brows. this is the last bit of
    light i’ll get before I trudge
    into a coffin hoping to
    be reborn into
    renaissance.

  • doc. commented on the post, stick 8 years, 7 months ago

    this is what I do. this is how I turn iron into a Goddamned dream, & this is why you will FEAR me. THIS. is the reason I am what I am, & you will feel it when I approach. terror or awe so some combination of the two. you will love me. you will […]

  • doc. commented on the post, reader 8 years, 8 months ago

    you’ll never.
    never.
    though my pupils like oceans
    reach out forever,
    you can see into
    their abyss, (mind)
    & never know what stares back-

  • doc. commented on the post, radar 8 years, 8 months ago

    left to right
    it’s all the same
    symmetry & agony
    it’s all the same
    right to left

  • doc. commented on the post, elixir 8 years, 8 months ago

    pour me a cup
    a cup, a cure
    make me pure
    make me warm
    and God please swarm
    me w/ your touch-
    teach & puncture
    & rip me to pieces:
    I need lessons,
    I confess my transgression
    so blanket me with the changing
    leaves & let these lovers leave me be.

  • doc. commented on the post, weeks 8 years, 8 months ago

    passing are the weeks the weeks are life & they tick tock by so quickly when we forget that clocks exist & that the sky is a gift. we forget that our time here can shift from hell to bliss in an instant- an insult, a kiss, it’s all relevant & elegant & it travels […]

  • doc. commented on the post, panel 8 years, 8 months ago

    just a slice / a piece / dice my peace thrice & lay them out adjacent, but just a little crooked- this is what 4am looks like through chemical warfare in paper mache eyelids, blankets of technicolor violence; let me lay in the fields of violet & swarm me in indigo, for I refuse to […]

  • doc. commented on the post, buildings 8 years, 9 months ago

    swallow me whole, gray, reflective tower- shower me with a dream that I’ll ascend stairs & split hairs & cascade down your futuristic plain; is this a smile or some twisted smirk when I glare into your first floor & see my own life staring back; paper walls tacked w/ facades of personality next to […]

  • doc. commented on the post, used 8 years, 9 months ago

    apologiesapologiesapologiesapologies
    jesus christ, I’ll never covince anybody
    that I never meant to crucify,
    I never wanted to make biblical
    the time we spent & it was
    never supposed to hurt,
    but every breath drives
    another nail through
    another palm,
    and every smile
    is a salted wound.

  • doc. commented on the post, rustling 8 years, 10 months ago

    a few tremors, just a few
    but enough to shake the feathers
    out of the looser pores;
    coated in sweat,
    cold, shivering sweat.
    my eyelids shot up like
    the teacher’s drop down
    projector screen when you let
    go to soon & I found myself
    looking into a stalled ceiling fan.

  • doc. commented on the post, blast 8 years, 11 months ago

    like a stone from a slingshot,
    a broken cheekbone and whiplashed neck-
    it was all so quick,
    so quick & I didn’t even get to place my
    finger on the trigger before my bone
    structure cracked like window panes &
    the over-zealous kid with the radio & the cannon.

  • doc. commented on the post, kettle 8 years, 11 months ago

    whistle for me, darling.
    i won’t be alarmed when
    hear that enchanting call-
    you’ll let me know that
    that this day will flow
    & the sunrise surely
    has a reason for glowing.

  • doc. commented on the post, escape 8 years, 11 months ago

    you are my,
    and we will,)
    & temporary confines
    of on-lookers reading
    between the finest lines-
    (escape
    our fate is our own,
    & our faith is strong
    whether or not we belong,
    it won’t be long before our eyes
    close as hard as we kiss.