• Disorderly commented on the post, half 7 years ago

    Half way there. Too cute by half. Half caf, decaf. Half pint.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, fuses 7 years, 1 month ago

    short fuses step softly. often attached to unstable explosives. you never know when they will blow, only that you will be in the way, try to be small and not get noticed, hide away from the short short fuses.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, savage 7 years, 8 months ago

    The savage moods swing back and forth. I sit and stare at walls while inside a storm tears apart my soul, eating at my heart, disabling my brain.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, celebrate 8 years ago

    Celebrate the pain, the loss. Enjoy knowing it will all be gone.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, offer 8 years ago

    Offer to stay, offer to ignore the need for surgery. What is it about me that would compel me to offer to reschedule an important surgery? I am terrified.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, umbrella 8 years ago

    Beneath the umbrella I look out at a different world. I am dry, warm. The world outside so dark and wet. Reaching out an arm I feel the freezing drops on my hand.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, sinking 8 years ago

    I’ve the sinking feeling we’ve grown apart. When did you grow up, become a woman? Last I remember you were that 3 year old in a tub of bubbles making hairdos with the soap and singing “Baby Baluga”. And now? Oh god.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, poison 8 years ago

    Every thought is poison. You’re not good enough. You will fail at this. Everyone thinks you’re weak now. Poison that eats at my muscles and weakens me further whether they are true or not.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, missed 8 years, 1 month ago

    “You will be missed” they said, three days ago. Now they crowd around the bar and tell the same old stories. You are not a part of the tales now anymore than you were while you lived here. So many years wasted trying to measure up to a measurement that never mattered.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, deer 8 years, 1 month ago

    As i chewed the small piece of steak I noticed it tasted really good. All the adults were watching me intently. After a minute my mom asked, “Do you like it?” I nodded. They hooted laughter and yelled “It’s DEER NECK!”

  • Disorderly commented on the post, succeed 8 years, 1 month ago

    Succeed – success – a constant tapping in my brain. Don’t fail, prove that you’re good enough. Squeezing my throat like a murderous foe

  • Disorderly commented on the post, repeat 8 years, 1 month ago

    Each day a repeat of the last. Slogging through, not wanting to live, but taking another breath anyway. Existing for the comfort of others. My life a repeat of my mothers.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, thread 8 years, 1 month ago

    The thread of the thought was silver and thin, floating away like a spiderweb on the breeze. Every time I reached for it, touched it with my fingertips, there was another gust of breath and it was gone.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, lightning 8 years, 1 month ago

    The crack of the thunder broke through the hum of the pouring rain. Lightning silently crossed the sky a moment later, illuminating the night.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, violent 8 years, 2 months ago

    The body hurled violently from side to side. The eyes were cold and dead. Hair swirled through the air like a flag, arms waving alongside the strands.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, woven 8 years, 6 months ago

    Her hair was woven into braids and artfully draped around her head in curves.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, wanted 8 years, 6 months ago

    She wanted the lovely curving lines. The gentle flowing coil below her breast that fell to her navel and lower. The arc of the back of the thigh, down the calf, around heel, tickling her toes.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, bee 8 years, 6 months ago

    Hiding beneath the overhanging branches of the buch, bees humming all around me. I watched my uncle and his friend from my hidden spot for what seemed like hours. I had to stay there long after they had gone so no one would see me crawl out.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, barber 8 years, 6 months ago

    He stepped up to the barbers chair, eye level with the high back. The barber placed a cushion for the boy to sit on and smiled as he looked away at the look on his face.

  • Disorderly commented on the post, bench 8 years, 6 months ago

    Bench press. Bench (judge). Park bench.