• Kae commented on the post, eulogy 3 years, 1 month ago

    a speech or piece of writing that praises someone or something highly, typically someone who has just died.

    Who would you want to write your eulogy? Theres no one I’d trust enough to write mine.

  • Kae commented on the post, retreat 3 years, 2 months ago

    Here I am sitting on my sheetless bed, with a tank top too small and my computer resting on my lap. The thought of running away fills my mind, where would i go? who would i run to? who would be my retreat?

  • Kae commented on the post, shell 3 years, 2 months ago

    If beauty is only skin deep, why do I feel so insecure? Why do i feel like I am not beautiful? I am not good enough.

  • Kae commented on the post, clarify 3 years, 3 months ago

    I speak so clearly, I voice what I want, what I need. But as a result, I am burned. Everyday I slowly become ashes.

  • Kae commented on the post, screens 3 years, 3 months ago

    All day I force feed my emotions into everything that will listen. When I was younger it was notebooks using the light from my ipod, and now its computer screens, ipad, iphone. Anything. It doesn’t matter.

  • Kae commented on the post, chaos 3 years, 5 months ago

    at 130am all i can think of is the chaos around me. what is it that is making my body and my mind crumble? will i survive? or will i fail?

  • Kae commented on the post, ensue 6 years, 5 months ago

    the idea of growing older kills me. i cant be bothered to think ahead, to plan ahead. i have no master goal…

  • Kae commented on the post, welfare 6 years, 6 months ago

    this isnt good for me, nor is it good for you. this is a tad bit ridiculous how we constantly play this game of chase, in what world is it fair?

  • Kae commented on the post, beware 6 years, 7 months ago

    beware of anything impure my mother had said, but i couldn’t resist his lips – or his hand on my thigh. i couldn’t resist the mistakes i knew i was bound to make. what was i thinking? if only i knew.

  • Kae commented on the post, truth 6 years, 7 months ago

    it kills me knowing i’m not the only one. it kills me knowing that i have to constantly compete. it kills me that i know i’m not your first or your last. it kills me that you could toss me away at any point in time. you kill me.

  • Kae commented on the post, determined 6 years, 10 months ago

    at one point i knew what i wanted and i wanted him. at one point he wanted me. we were determined to make this work, but it blew up right in my face like i had expected. i was only a place holder until someone better came along, someone thinner and prettier, someone who had more to offer.

  • Kae commented on the post, available 6 years, 10 months ago

    its never really convient for you to be available when you want me. you need me, you love me, but you never stay. you are never available and yet you crave me. you crave my touch, my lips, my scent, my hips. but i’m just a 2nd option for you if things dont work out in your perfect little world. you will never stay and you will never be mine.

  • Kae commented on the post, themselves 6 years, 11 months ago

    thats all people ever think about. never anyone else, no one ever has it worse. i want to run away and escape this lack of reality but i’m not sure i’d be able to handle being around someone who isn’t as selfish. i’m probably going crazy assuming that im different when in actuality i’m probably just like them.

  • Kae commented on the post, entrée 7 years, 6 months ago

    we arrived at the resturant, not one of us has whispered a word, both heartbroken. what were we thinking? who shares an entree with an ex? was this a date? who does this? my heart is still on my sleeve, but […]

  • Kae commented on the post, heartache 7 years, 6 months ago

    heartache. fuck. its like losing your favorite notebook, or a the creativity to write but you find that your pencil is broken. fuck. not a good word.

  • Kae commented on the post, lift 7 years, 7 months ago

    the way he talked lifted me up into the clouds. i felt nothing but pure ecstasy with every kiss. but who knew that eventually these feelings would be the death of me? who knew that i’d be sitting at a desk […]

  • Kae commented on the post, flirt 7 years, 8 months ago

    she was the biggest flirt around, inconspicuously though. who she was on the inside was completely different from the outside. amazingly though, she had the ability to constantly feel alone, regardless of how many […]

  • Kae commented on the post, butterfly 7 years, 8 months ago

    the butterfly was tattooed on her skin, he soft, small wrist to be more clear. it didn’t just stand for best friends, it marked a turning point in her life, the moment she gave up her addictions, her battle with […]

  • Kae commented on the post, sparkling 7 years, 9 months ago

    sparkling, sparkling. is it all what it seems? my eyes sparkled every time he walked in the room. i was happy. for the first time ever, i was thrilled. but it wouldn’t last. he’d get bored and my eyes would dim. happens every time.

  • Kae commented on the post, dozen 7 years, 9 months ago

    girls like you are a dime a dozen he yelled. as if it was supposed to hurt me in anyway. it didnt. it made me laugh, it made me giggle like a school girl. who the fuck was he kidding. i was borderline perfect and he borderline fucked up. he would never be able to […]