• Victoria commented on the post, wistful 5 years, 11 months ago

    Whenever I see you, I’m wistful. I give you a wistful smile, or a mere look. I wish we weren’t like this. I’m sorry about before, and I’m sorry about now. I wish we could start over, but I know that’s not like you. I guess it’s whatever now, but I don’t want it to be. I miss you, as a partner, or a friend.

  • Victoria commented on the post, enemies 6 years, 1 month ago

    I don’t think of myself as someone who has many enemies. I don’t like displeasing people, so there is no reason for me to have enemies. There’s not exactly much for me to write about on this topic, so yeah. I don’t have enemies, and I would not like to have any enemies in the future.

  • Victoria commented on the post, clasp 6 years, 1 month ago

    I clasped my hand in yours. It was a nice, smooth feeling. Our hands fit together like one, like we were meant for each other. Like we were made to be one. I always believed in Plato’s The Symposium, and now I know it’s really true. We spend our whole lives searching for our other half, and I guess you’re it. Scratch that. I know you’re it.

  • Victoria commented on the post, café 6 years, 2 months ago

    Café. People go and drink coffee and teas at cafés. I would honestly love to visit one someday, with someone. Maybe like a date. It would be nice, yeah. In actuality, however, it’s the person’s company that I would like best. Not the café. But the person. So I guess I’ll be looking for someone to go to a café with.

  • Victoria commented on the post, magenta 6 years, 2 months ago

    Magenta. Magenta is one of my favorite colors, but then again I have a lot of favorite colors. I never was able to choose just one color, which shows how indecisive I am. I can never just choose one. I’m selfish and greedy, so I have to have more. Then again, a lot of the human race is greedy. I shouldn’t be too surprised.

  • Victoria commented on the post, burrow 6 years, 2 months ago

    I burrow my head deep into the sheets and pillows. The smell of Tide and bleach engulfed my body. I fell into a deep, deep, sleep for the next few hours. I woke up with dried tears and a very worried look on my face. I that a lot of things weren’t gonna be okay. I had to make them okay myself, but that doesn’t mean I wanted to.

  • Victoria commented on the post, metro 6 years, 2 months ago

    Metro cards, metro busses. These things allow for you to travel to anywhere you want, at least in New York. I am grateful for this because it’s a quick escape- an easy getaway. From all these little things that swallow a person, you can just run away, let alone it be for 5 minutes or 5 hours. It sets you and every inch of you free.

  • Victoria commented on the post, geometric 6 years, 2 months ago

    Geometric. Shapes. Figures. I’ve always been good at math. It’s my favorite subject. I know not a lot of people don’t like math because it confuses them. But for me, it’s so logical. I love having to think about expressions and equations and it fills my head and I love it. I think I’ll teach math when I grow older.

  • Victoria commented on the post, branch 6 years, 2 months ago

    Branches of trees, family branches. All of these things are connected together like a whole community. It makes me feel wholesome, yet I am not connected to any branch. It makes me feel quite lonely, but I don’t mean to be so distant. I just am and I don’t think I mind it, unless I acknowledge the fact I’m so lonely. Well, I guess I’ll have to…[Read more]

  • Victoria commented on the post, anchor 6 years, 2 months ago

    This thing is weighing me down like an anchor. I really am trying to move on from this situation, to go on with life. But then I see your face everywhere, and you appear everywhere I go. How am I supposed to deal with this? By the looks of today, you could probably realize how hard it was for me. You could tell it was killing me inside, but…[Read more]

  • Victoria commented on the post, welfare 6 years, 2 months ago

    People are on welfare everyday. Sometimes, their whole lives depend on welfare. Not quite fair, really. Then again, most things aren’t fair in life. This is just another brick in the wall. But everything is another brick in the wall.

  • Victoria commented on the post, dashboard 6 years, 2 months ago

    Everyday I go on Tumblr and scroll on my dashboard. I reblog things, usually pertaining to my life. Most of these things were sad though, and I just kept reblogging them off my dash. Then again, Tumblr can be a very sad place. I am sorta glad I have it. Sorta. Until, it makes me realize one thing: I’m a very sad person trying to take up space.

  • Victoria commented on the post, punished 6 years, 2 months ago

    People become punished because of things they do. Everything has a consequence, whether you know it or not. That’s why people don’t do anything, in fear of being punished. But they aren’t afraid of being punished. They’re afraid of what happens after the punishment. Does life go on? Or is it just stuck, in a slow-paced, monotonous, phase?

  • Victoria commented on the post, tornado 6 years, 2 months ago

    It’s a tornado out here. It really is. All this time that passes by, it’s just a tornado, isn’t it? Sweeping up everything. That’s what time is. A tornado. I’m stuck in this tornado. Not the present one, however. The past. I’m stuck there and I’m waiting. But this tornado doesn’t sweep me up.

  • Victoria commented on the post, July 6 years, 6 months ago

    July. It was July when I met you. I should never have had feelings for you, but I did. It was wrong. I hated it. I still really do. I’m over you now though. I’m glad I am, but I will never forget that Fourth of July I spent with you. I really liked it. I just didn’t like the fact you were there.

  • Victoria commented on the post, roof 6 years, 6 months ago

    “Where is the roof my dear? The mansard roof?” Her question was still echoing in my ear, because I knew it was too late. She did it. The wind floated her away and as soon as I was about to stop it from taking her, she was gone. That roof, it’s no good. It must be fixed…it must be fixed…no…please…fix it…

  • Victoria commented on the post, salvation 6 years, 9 months ago

    Salvation. Like the salvation army, they’re always doing something for our country, right? Not really, in my actually opinion. Sure, they’re protecting us and all that, but aren’t they also murderers? They kill […]

  • Victoria commented on the post, branches 7 years, 2 months ago

    Branches, I watch through them as I see you pass by. I can’t help but smile to myself as you look at the sky. You look so beautiful in that one, singular moment. I snap a quick picture, but you hear the flash. I […]

  • Victoria commented on the post, splash 7 years, 2 months ago

    Splash goes the blood as I swiftly cut your neck. “Where am I again?” Oh yeah, that’s right. I’m in the crime scene of a bloody murder, oh has the time gone by. I guess I’ll never know where you hid it. Safe and […]

  • Victoria commented on the post, adopt 7 years, 4 months ago

    Adopt. I adopted your love. I needed it. You ran away though, and then you adopted her. She was always so much better, wasn’t she? Better than me? Better than US? What we were, what we are, what we could’ve been. […]