• Christian commented on the post, slight 7 years, 6 months ago

    I slightly hate you
    every time I see your face I throw up a little bit
    just in the back of my throat
    I’ll be able to swallow it and put on a smile
    but just know- I don’t give a fuck about what you think
    soon […]

  • Christian commented on the post, capture 7 years, 6 months ago

    capture my heart in a cage of glass
    you can’t ignore me, my feelings won’t pass
    broken promises begin to mean less
    for you alone my love I’ll confess

  • Christian commented on the post, temper 7 years, 7 months ago

    When I’m upset I bite my lip
    I don’t stomp my feet or shout
    no visible posture changes with hands placed on hips
    instead– I clench down with almost pearly whites,
    letting the anger out

    and when the blood […]

  • Christian commented on the post, pattern 7 years, 7 months ago

    A patterned sweater shows how voluptuous you really are
    I quickly turn my head so as not to stare

    But as the evening passes
    And after countless tipped glasses

    I get lost in you
    The color of your eyes– […]

  • Christian commented on the post, balloon 7 years, 8 months ago

    I see the weightlessness of my words every day
    as I speak they rise like a helium balloon and never reach the intended receiver’s ears
    to be unheard is difficult
    to be ignored is unbearable

  • Christian commented on the post, collar 7 years, 8 months ago

    The class differential that divides relationships that could be The perfect couple separated by the color of their father’s shirt He saw the potential, a pearl in a clam under the sea His parents forbade it saying, “we don’t associate with dirt.” The calamity endured was hardly deserved and the pain no longer buri-able sure […]

  • Christian commented on the post, bridge 7 years, 9 months ago

    To bridge the gap between my inability to write poetry would be great. :p

  • Christian commented on the post, clamp 7 years, 10 months ago

    Your name
    it clamps my insides every time I hear it
    I feel unforgotten memories being regurgitated every time I remember you
    I wish I could move past this.

  • Christian commented on the post, fireplace 7 years, 10 months ago

    It’s to hot here
    and not the kind of hot where you want to stay
    overly sympathetic to burns and scars of others around you
    just shut up and listen
    we’re not telling stories because we want your pity
    we just want to share
    listen–
    and be silent

  • Christian commented on the post, temple 7 years, 10 months ago

    my body is a temple one that I intend to burn to the ground here is the church here is the steeple lock the doors and burn all the people no scream is loud enough no pleading cry will convince me to do otherwise my mind is set on a one track course Burn Fire […]

  • Christian commented on the post, palette 7 years, 10 months ago

    A gaping hole that will haunt my life and complicate everything.

  • Christian commented on the post, obey 7 years, 10 months ago

    Obvious ploys for a higher calling
    Benevolent acts to build self esteem
    Envious cries for manufactured goods
    Young fiery adolescents trying to fit in

    Society will mold you into a perfect likeness of a shell
    Hard on the outside– empty within

  • Christian commented on the post, slouch 7 years, 10 months ago

    You slouched it’s one thing I never told you hunching over to put your elbows on your knees you looked at me and smiled I was completely enticed with you a colossal wave overcame me but a bigger one came over you his name is a smoking slave creeping over every aspect of your day […]

  • Christian commented on the post, dim 7 years, 10 months ago

    in a dimly lit room with swaying light fixtures shadows cast on the wooden base seem to crawl I’m reminded of being drunk the whole room rocks back and forth, or are those my legs? balance is the least of my concerns because sitting in the corner is a dark figure his face is to […]

  • Christian commented on the post, rules 7 years, 11 months ago

    Rules
    I set them to break them
    I set a trap for myself
    so when I fall for the luscious mirage I fall hard
    I become entrenched in a pit of mud
    the walls so slippery they can’t be scaled
    when I’m stuck so deep–
    why would I ever be surprised?

  • Christian commented on the post, solitaire 7 years, 11 months ago

    a jail cell that’s all this is the cold numb atmosphere there’s no point to anything because there’s no chance to escape I will be stuck in this self created prison of loneliness every morning I wake up dreading what the day has in store and every night I go to sleep hoping that I […]

  • Christian commented on the post, abstract 7 years, 11 months ago

    A different kind of feeling
    one of resolution
    to not feel like I’m dying
    and a sense of revelation

    you fucked me up

  • i’m positively sure that i don’t know anything
    every day feels different
    a lack of consistency leaves me feeling cold
    fog and mist cloud the very idea of being happy
    today is worse than most
    because I’m starting to see through the lies i’ve been telling myself

  • Christian commented on the post, autumn 7 years, 11 months ago

    My favorite season
    ruined by my actions
    Unsettling treason
    to get reactions

    The difference I see
    is not what I wanted
    A reason to be
    has not quite amounted

    And some how I’m better
    the contrast is startling
    I’ve almost forgot her
    I feel wounds absolving

  • That day, we lay on the blanket in the park We faced each other and I looked into your eyes I told you I’d never leave you and I’d always love you We both knew that it couldn’t be sustained I wanted to believe that it could– and knowing the right decision was to end […]