• J. commented on the post, laughter 7 years, 11 months ago

    I need laughter right now. I want to stop crying. I want to be happy. I just want to go home. I want my boyfriend here with me. I want. There is so much. I want laughter. I need it right now. It’s 4 AM and I can’t stop crying, just in case anyone is […]

  • J. commented on the post, hearts 7 years, 11 months ago

    Hearts. Love. All that jazz. Actually, one of the first things I thought of was Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri. And then I belted it out here in my dorm. NBD. I’m in a good mood. My HEART is happy. :) I’m just happy right now. And I was to just run around and […]

  • J. commented on the post, abstract 7 years, 11 months ago

    Abstractions. Hm. I thought about doing abstract photography for my final project, but there wasn’t enough ideas floating around in my head to do that. Greg, my professor, would’ve liked something like that. He’s SO fine art. I’m SO more into advertising photo.

  • J. commented on the post, beginning 7 years, 11 months ago

    Today is the beginning. Of what, I’m not certain. A year ago tomorrow was the beginning of mine and Gavin’s relationship. We started dating. And i’d like to say that we’ve been together since then, but we haven’t. We broke up, because of me and there was 6 months of horribleness on both our sides. […]

  • J. commented on the post, advice 8 years ago

    I need some of this. Advice would be very lovely right now. Because everyone has someone else. And sure, I have my boyfriend, but he does have friends. And I have my roommate, and separately, I have her boyfriend Evan, but they have each other. I can’t have them for company. I am lonely tonight. […]

  • J. commented on the post, romantic 8 years ago

    My boyfriend is romantic. Or rather, I know he can be. As of now, he hasn’t exactly done lots of romantic things. But like, I know that he’s going to propose to me in a very romantic wway and I am so excited. I am so happy that he wants me. I don’t know how […]

  • J. commented on the post, average 8 years, 1 month ago

    I’m not average. Nothing about me is. I’m incredibly above average, actually. I’m going to one of the best photography schools in the country. or rather, a school with one of the best photo programs. That should say something. And everyone here is insanely smart. I mean, it’s a tech school mostly. But I’m going […]

  • J. commented on the post, sinking 8 years, 1 month ago

    I was sinking. I still am. It’s just a matter of staying above the surface long enough to survive a bit longer. I’ve been going in and out of sadness all day. Sinking into my sadness before forcing myself out. It’s all a matter of what crosses my mind at just the right time to […]

  • J. commented on the post, poison 8 years, 1 month ago

    Packing is like poison to me. It’s getting me more and more unhappy as I progress. I should be happy. But I just can’t. I’m leaving everything I know. And I’m just scared. I know it’ll be amazing, but I’m scared. I’m going 2000 miles away from everything I know and love. And it’s just […]

  • J. commented on the post, transport 8 years, 2 months ago

    I want to be transported to Brasil. To my Gavin. I love him so much. He’s the only one that makes me sane when I’m in one of my moods. I just want to be with him right now. I want him to be here with me. Either or. I just want him with me […]

  • J. commented on the post, missed 8 years, 2 months ago

    I can’t even think right now. I’m leaving for college in 4 days. I can’t stop thinking about all the things that I’m going to miss. Mom. My sister. My grandparents. My home. I’ve lived here my whole life. And now I’m moving 2000 miles away and I just can’t think straight. I know that […]

  • J. commented on the post, deer 8 years, 2 months ago

    OH DEER GOD. I can’t even think of anything other than that for this word. OH DEER GOD. Also, I thought of Lily and Snape. Doe. Doe. A deer. A female deer. I don’t know. Who knows? Oh. Also, I hate the deer here because the tourists are incapable of just letting them wander the […]

  • J. commented on the post, repeat 8 years, 2 months ago

    Repeat your words of love to me, darling. I need to hear them right now. I need to know that you love me. I’m so fragile. And see, I know you love me. But I just need to hear it sometimes. I just want to hear your voice telling me that I’m beautiful and that […]

  • J. commented on the post, thread 8 years, 2 months ago

    Threads. Metaphorical threads bind people together. Weak relationships, the threads are just broken easily. But with strong relationships, relationships with love, the threads are woven back and forth for a long time, never really breaking, just knotting up and getting tangled, but still keeping you connected to the people you truly love.

  • J. commented on the post, punishment 8 years, 2 months ago

    Oh boy. My boyfriend will be, if not already, recieving his punishment for lying. I know it’ll entail that he won’t be able to talk to me for at least a few days. And that sucks. I am still unsure about whether lying is the worst thing a person can do. I mean, my boyfriend […]

  • J. commented on the post, near 8 years, 2 months ago

    I am nearing my departure to New York in 11 days. I won’t admit it to anyone, but I’m absolutely terrified. I don’t want to leave. But I know I must. This will be good in the long run, and I know it. I just gotta tough it out for now. I hope everything works […]

  • J. commented on the post, answers 8 years, 2 months ago

    I want answers. Mostly, I only have one question: Will things work out like I think they will? Or even remotely so? I just want to be happy? Will that happen? I don’t know. Like I said, I just want some answers. I just want to know. I want information about these things. But I […]

  • J. commented on the post, driving 8 years, 2 months ago

    Driving in my car with you was one of my favorite things. I wish you were still around to do it. I mean, someday, when we’re back in the same place, I’m sure we’ll be driving each other around places, but I wish you were here now. It’s hard for me to imagine you driving, […]

  • J. commented on the post, brick 8 years, 2 months ago

    Bricks. Bricks are one of the most durable materials to build from. They can outlast so many things. Weather, fire, etc. Sometimes, I feel like a brick. I feel like nothing can get to me. And not in the good way. In the bad way. Like I won’t let anyone get close enough to really […]

  • J. commented on the post, canvas 8 years, 2 months ago

    Canvasses. I plan to use canvasses for my pictures. Someday I want people to buy my photos. Photos I’ve stretched across that canvas. I want them to know my name. I want them to want to buy my canvas photos. Canvas photos are a sign of progress.