• Nykkia commented on the post, past 6 years, 5 months ago

    the past is history but still in the making. you choose a path and from there you continue to make them, the choices that control your life destiny. destiny aint a thing but something they used to believe in. shit i dont know what i believe in. but i know sometimes i pray about the future of my world, my life. the reason for my living to see it…[Read more]

  • Nykkia commented on the post, under 6 years, 5 months ago

    under pressure, under stress. under appreciated….understanding life is difficult. trying to keep my head from falling under the water while I wade through life. am i crazy to think that i could have loved and not lost?

  • Nykkia commented on the post, guard 6 years, 6 months ago

    gaurd your soul with every ounce of energy in your bones. do anything you can to keep the devil from reeling you in and taking over. his words are poison and if you allow them to ease into your brain you will become insane with doubt fear insecurity and shame. i tell you now gaurd your soul.

  • Nykkia commented on the post, bury 6 years, 7 months ago

    bury my head in shame when i think of the way i have lived my life and watched judging others. bury me deep in the ground i want to feel it burning all around. when life is over and i am asked where i want to go […]

  • Nykkia commented on the post, headphones 6 years, 8 months ago

    headphones in mey ear help me escape the harsh reality of life. i love to hear the pounding in my drums and the harmony in my soul. life becomes easier when i can drift away into the music. i love it.

  • Nykkia commented on the post, salvation 6 years, 8 months ago

    salvation is just beyond the horizon of my minds dark jungle of thoughts. if i could machete my way through i could forge ahead in life. salvation. save me. take me. let me be part or your children of the light, […]

  • Nykkia commented on the post, magazines 6 years, 8 months ago

    magazines, i wasnt expecting that to be the word.
    i sang a song abour magazines toda….
    magazine sitting on the table in the wating room of the dentist. lush green forest on the cover with mountains […]

  • Nykkia commented on the post, refuse 6 years, 8 months ago

    refuse. i refuse to let my mind be free, and no matter how much i try this i can not change. too much going on inside. refuse refuse. refuse to listen. refuse to take control. refuse to do what you say. refuse to […]