• Cai commented on the post, murder 6 years, 3 months ago

    He thinks about her constantly
    He wants her
    with
    around
    inside
    between
    everything that he ever was or is.
    He believes in her
    her everything.
    It’s not ending
    It’s beginning.
    as is everything and anything that fills his soul and spills into his eyes.
    their full
    full of red
    and blue
    and her.

  • Cai commented on the post, real 6 years, 4 months ago

    It’s not that I can’t see it
    I know it’s there
    Well, it’s not.
    You don’t see me like you used to.
    Or maybe you never really did.
    I understand that.
    I get it.
    We just aren’t meant to be.
    You’ll never love me like I love you.
    Yeah, it hurts sometimes to realize I’ll never be with you.
    But hey, it’s fine.
    I’ll survive.
    Because this right…[Read more]

  • Cai commented on the post, visit 6 years, 4 months ago

    There’s a million places I’d go but only one place I belong. I’ve learned this now. It isn’t home, either. This whole earth… it’s just a visit. I’m visiting this planet, this life, this universe. I don’t belong here. I’ve never belonged here. I’ve accepted that, but I don’t know what to do about it.
    Except get the fuck out.

  • Cai commented on the post, destroy 6 years, 4 months ago

    My mind collapses
    breathing hitches.
    It’s all blue now
    blue blue blue
    lips to eyes
    I’m blue because of you.
    You break me down
    tear me to pieces.
    The walls I build crumble to dust and you smile
    I smile.
    There’s a whimper in the depths of my mind.
    You destroy me.

  • Cai commented on the post, sound 6 years, 4 months ago

    I can’t understand it sometimes
    my love for your voice
    I wish it could wake me from this sleep I put myself in
    but I know it won’t.
    It just gives me something to dream of.
    something to yearn for
    I simply want to hear you say it.
    say it please.

  • Cai commented on the post, sound 6 years, 4 months ago

    It’s beautiful, you’re voice. It’s the most amazing sound my sinful ears have ever been blessed with. The bass, the smoothness of it… There’s nothing I could say that would ever be able to describe the beautiful perfection that is your voice. I simply love it.