• Danny commented on the post, epiphany 7 years, 8 months ago

    I have had wonderful moments where an epiphany occurred. It seriously does feel like a light bulb just flips on, and suddenly everything is perfect, makes sense, and you can see all around.
    However, I have also had moments that were terrible epiphanies…. the worst moments of my life were such.

  • Danny commented on the post, automatic 7 years, 9 months ago

    I feel like my life is going along automatically… I mean, I understand that time is automatic, and I hate it for that reason, but I can feel my life just coasting sometimes. I still don’t know what I want to do, but I feel I am always moving towards any specific goal. I want […]

  • Danny commented on the post, relate 7 years, 9 months ago

    I can relate a lot of things to other things in my mind. Maybe that is how I learn so quickly?
    If I relate something to something else, though, will it necessarily make sense to you?
    My experiences are different, so I relate things differently.
    It is so confusing, but it kind of makes sense.

  • Danny commented on the post, castle 7 years, 9 months ago

    I have always wanted to visit a castle. I think it would be fun to race down the halls, or see just how old the world is by the bricks and structure.
    All this crap nowadays of making everything new and refurbishing the old angers me.
    Castles are old, leave them be!

  • Danny commented on the post, warfare 7 years, 9 months ago

    Warfare in my mind. Why can I not get past these things? Why can I not battle through my conscious and do something spontaneous or fun, without getting attached? Why does talking to you feel like warfare, when all you want to do is be friends? ugh… time to end this battle, I have to […]

  • Danny commented on the post, compassion 7 years, 9 months ago

    I am compassionate about things that present themselves to me abruptly and alter my life, whether shortly or for the long run. With French Horn, it changed who I was, and I loved the beauty I created with it. With guys, I love the way they touch and smell and feel and taste, and if […]

  • Danny commented on the post, spring 7 years, 9 months ago

    Spring is lovely time. I always feel amazing after the slumbering nature of winter, but don’t really care for the oncoming heat of the summer. It gets bit muggy, but you get over that. The rebirth of life is almost annoying, as I am a pessimist by nature. But, I guess the love and pollen […]

  • Danny commented on the post, conviction 7 years, 9 months ago

    I try to take every step with conviction. Eyes on the prize, eyes on the prize. But no matter what, I think I about you. …and I falter. What did I do wrong? Why do I feel so alone? Dear Lord, why can I not just enjoy the peace and quiet of a night with […]

  • Danny commented on the post, setting 7 years, 9 months ago

    The setting of my story is the world. It is my oyster, and I am fully ready to make the most of everything I am given. I can’t take anything granted, and I know I must work really hard to get what I deserve so that what I get is indeed what I deserve. Sometimes […]

  • Danny commented on the post, suppose 7 years, 9 months ago

    I suppose I can keep acting like I don’t care. I suppose I can keep trying my best and getting nowhere. I suppose I could just get by, and only get good enough grades and study hard enough to only get that A…. But, I also suppose that I could give up my damn vices […]

  • Danny commented on the post, braid 7 years, 9 months ago

    My friend braided my an anklet. It is rainbow colored, and fun to wear and shtuff.
    I really like my friendship.

  • Danny commented on the post, playground 7 years, 9 months ago

    The playground is a place where you meet friends. These kids take you through your schooling, and some you love while some you hate. Most disappear when you go off to college, but some stay faithfully by your side. You meet them there for play, but sometimes it develops into something more. ….my heart is […]

  • Danny commented on the post, pressed 7 years, 10 months ago

    I feel pressed to finish sometimes, even though I have days or weeks or months to do so. I don’t like the pressure, and the need to move faster than I should or really want. I can’t wait until I really don’t care, and everything just falls into place. Nothing is complicated, and everything just […]

  • Danny commented on the post, convinced 7 years, 10 months ago

    I was convinced that life would get better, but it is just has been the same crap dished out in a different way. Ha, oh well. I least I realize now that every day leads to another and I just got to wait. Hrm… I am also convinced I will be single until I am. […]

  • Danny commented on the post, couch 7 years, 10 months ago

    The couch is somewhere that reminds me of my mom. I love her, but she spends all of every day on it, and wastes away…. She is overweight, and seems to be extremely pessimistic about her life and where she is going. I just know if she got off that damn thing, she could be […]

  • Danny commented on the post, celebrate 7 years, 10 months ago

    We celebrate anniversaries, monumental events, beginnings, endings, victories.
    I just…. celebrations are lost on me.
    Do you wake up, every birthday, expecting extravagant things and just get completely down-struck at the sight of nothing.
    I don’t really like my birthdays, because they have always been some of the worst days of my life.

  • Danny commented on the post, concern 7 years, 10 months ago

    I am concerned with my future. Everywhere I turn in my life, I see things I would love to do and be with for the rest of my life: music, art, english, psychology, teaching. I just cannot choose. I am so concerned, that I will make the wrong decision, and my life will end up […]

  • Danny commented on the post, ant 7 years, 10 months ago

    Ants are so small and come in so many. They seem so obsolete, and we destroy their lives for no apparent reason. But why are they here? Do they promote the idea that everyone and everything has a job to do and a life to live? Who are we to end it all for them, […]

  • Danny commented on the post, salt 7 years, 10 months ago

    Salt, if poured into wounds, hurts. Terribly. I feel like this past weekend, with my car being messed up, fixed, $900, messing up again in the parking garage of the guy I like after he used me for his own pleasure, then it being stuck there, is like salt being poured into a deep gash […]

  • Danny commented on the post, mist 7 years, 10 months ago

    The mist cleared and there he stood. He was pristine and beautiful and just how I had imagined. Everything we had spoken of was leading to this glorious point, and although he played hard to get, I could see through his ruse. I stepped closer to embrace the man of my dreams, but when I […]