• bellrie commented on the post, predict 8 years, 4 months ago

    You can’t know anything for sure. Like this, for example. I don’t know what I’m going to write, I don’t know what I will see when I’ve submitted this and scrolled back to read others. I don’t know what will happen as I stand up from my chair and get ready for bed. I can’t […]

  • bellrie commented on the post, held 8 years, 4 months ago

    Held. The feeling of being pulled back even though you want to rush surge forward like a tidal wave overwhelming the land and seas and all there is. But something holds you back. That stifling muffling horrible force. I have never been completely let loose before – there’s always been something holding me back.

  • bellrie commented on the post, station 8 years, 4 months ago

    I imagine that I’m on my way to a station. I imagine that I’m waiting for the train and I’m choking because the exhaust from the grimy filthy station is killing me and burning my nose and filling me with dirt. My white clothes are being stained by the black dirt everywhere and I’m just […]

  • bellrie commented on the post, remember 8 years, 4 months ago

    I don’t remember, even if I want to, so much that I feel myself tearing up and my heart clenching. It’s a painful word because there is so much to remember but so much is lost. There is too much to remember, too much forgotten and too little retrieved. I want to remember the happy […]

  • bellrie commented on the post, pretzel 8 years, 5 months ago

    I have never seen a pretzel.
    Or tasted it before.
    I imagine it must be delicious;
    to have such a wonderful name.

    (and yes I do have a childhood)

  • bellrie commented on the post, forgotten 8 years, 5 months ago

    forgotten means childhood. the dusty days pushed in a corner, memories crammed and crammed in boxes stacked over one another seemingly going on and on and for a while you need to gather yourself before you remember those times. but too much is gone because you cannot seem to remember what that little red truck […]

  • bellrie commented on the post, vodka 8 years, 5 months ago

    vodka is bitter
    although I’ve never drunk it before
    but I imagine that it must twist and turn in your gut
    and send you in fits of frenzies
    torturing your brain mind soul
    and the people around you
    too