when it rains it pours and everything that can go wrong, does go wrong. If someone told me yesterday that I’d be lying on the concrete helpless, I would’ve looked at them like they were crazy. But here I am, and […]
straws have been drawn, and i’ve found that i have lost. i finf that i am always losing. to you, and to my emotions. i wish that i could control how i feel, but that is true for no one. i know that it is […]
i thought that had feelings for you, Then I realized, i was only projecting my loneliness and need for someone to hold me onto you. I don’t want to continue like this, pretending that I love you, when i don’t.
Talking with you is almost like talking to myself. We understand each other so completely. Almost as if we shaer a brain. That’s why you’re my soul mate, my best friend. Who needs a boyfriend when I have you.
I’m trying to be rid of thoughts of you. It is obvious that my existence is meaningless to you. maybe it would mean something if you could see me. One day though, I won’t need to look to you for gratification of myself.
Doing this is becoming a hassle. I don’t know what to do or say around you anymore. It feels almost pointless, but I can’t let go. What are we doing to ourselves? We’re making each other miserable. Maybe we should […]