• Alwaysjoy commented on the post, whether 7 years, 3 months ago

    It doesn’t matter to me WHETHER you approve or not. I’m doing the very best that I can to help someone I care about!

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, stretcher 7 years, 4 months ago

    I laid on the stretcher as they transferred me down to X-ray and surgery. I was scared shitless not only of the tube that they were putting down my throat but also of the records that were at mt side – I really […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, keen 7 years, 5 months ago

    I’m not exactly sure if I’m keen on going to Jamaica or not… I really haven’t made up my mind. There are parts of me that can’t wait – but other parts are like what in the world are you thinking – I’m looking […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, racket 7 years, 5 months ago

    To him it was a beat, beautiful music being played on drums. To her it was a racket – she never quite heard beats and loud noises angered her… They hurried away and he looked wistfully back

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, nest 7 years, 6 months ago

    Every morning the 3 of us cuddle in bed, somedays it’s for minutes some an hour. It’s our time, our nest, where we plan our days and figure out our flight pattern out into the world.

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, grind 7 years, 6 months ago

    This morning I listened to my blender grind it’s last grind – sad day it’s dead :-( I’ve used that for every slushie and smoothie for 2 years. Time for a new one. I hate getting used to new things

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, treaty 7 years, 6 months ago

    She put up the white flag in treaty – the fight wasn’t worth it, winning wasn’t worth it if it meant losing him!

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, necessity 7 years, 6 months ago

    They keep telling me food is necessity. Don’t they understand that to me it’s painful, I don’t ask people to do things that will torture their souls so why am I asked to? Ahhh yes because I am adle brained and […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, convict 7 years, 6 months ago

    Her family chose to try and convict her of a crime she never committed – her sentence? A life without them. Is it really a sentence not having people who never believed in you in your life anymore? She didn’t think so

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, reporter 7 years, 6 months ago

    The reporter looked down at his notepad and realized he was getting old – the new reporters (or “journalists” as they demanded they be called) were using iPads and net books to log their stories – not pen and […]

  • After having worked under Beth for so long architecture became important, so much so that I’d forget to look at the surroundings

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, dilemma 7 years, 6 months ago

    The dilemma is the same every day. Which part of me wins? The strong part or the part that wants what’s right? The strong part of me has been gaining strength for so long that the rest of me is pretty much just […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, transform 7 years, 6 months ago

    How do you transform yourself when you can’t change your mind? There are parts of me that want to change (transform) so badly but my mind is still stuck, is there a glue loosener for your thoughts? That would be […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, stunt 7 years, 6 months ago

    What foolish thought made me pull such a stunt? I have NO idea. It’s as though sometimes I don’t even control my own thoughts… What made me think I could control his? He, at least, knows better than running away

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, retrieve 7 years, 6 months ago

    I retrieved my keys from the depth of my purse looking forward to where the car will take me… There is a world of opportunity awaiting me in those 4 wheels!

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, monitor 7 years, 6 months ago

    I stare at the monitor wondering what to write. Do I say how I really feel, or do I tell them what they want to hear (I always tell them what they want to hear). In the end I switched off the computer without […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, pile 7 years, 6 months ago

    The pile of things she had to do kept growing but she wasnt going to do any of it. She knew. Today was a day to walk in the woods, lay on the beach and drink iced tea on deck of her favorite coffee shoppe

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, backspace 7 years, 6 months ago

    The backspace is like a chance for a redo. Wouldn’t it be great if we had a backspace button in real life? I mean where you could delete the last thing you said or did… Swore in front of your priest backspace […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, romance 7 years, 6 months ago

    The other day lira asked me when the passion in a relationship dies… I didn’t have an answer, to me passion is intertwined with romance and does romance really die? I think not – I think it evolves and changes […]

  • Alwaysjoy commented on the post, insect 7 years, 6 months ago

    The insect made his buggy noise and it tromped in my head bothering – why? I was after all in his field