• Madison Hite commented on the post, painter 2 years, 9 months ago

    He was a painter. She was a writer. Can I make it any more obvious? I was owned an expensive Avril Lavigne painting then I hit my early teens and was embarrassed of it and gave it away- now I wish I had it back.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, chips 2 years, 9 months ago

    Corn chips. Comfort. The crunch is addicting and seems to relieve my anxiety attacks. I don’t want to lean on corn chips. Crunch.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, locked 2 years, 9 months ago

    I don’t want to be locked in my own head. It’s time to be set free. Jesus Christ has saved me. Now I can breathe. Regards, M

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, collect 2 years, 9 months ago

    I was collecting memories in the back of my head, but it was all clogged. I couldn’t remember any of them which was incredibly frustrating. All of these great stories and what’s the use if I can’t recall any of it? So cloudy. I want clear skies.

  • All of the ingredients and props I needed to make this spell powerful enough to be effective, were now in my possession. Justice, at last. See you at your funeral

  • I stapled my hands together. It hurt pretty bad. I attempted to staple my eyelid to my eyeball, but the stapler wouldn’t work. I went to the hospital. A lot of things suck. Everything sucks.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, truth 6 years, 2 months ago

    i don’t know why i still think about you and i’m tired of thinking about you i don’t even think i know you

    my anxiety is through the roof and the truth is i don’t even know why I’m still here like i just want to leave and i want this feeling to go away

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, systems 6 years, 3 months ago

    Fuck the systems. I wanna be able to sit around and hang out with people naked. What’s so sexual about a naked body anyway? I don’t get it.

    I just don’t want to feel this way about my body or myself anymore.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, master 6 years, 4 months ago

    My best friend, my father, my master, my savior. I love you more than anything in the world. Thank you for being here for me. You don’t understand how happy you make me and how much I enjoy talking to you and knowing you’re there. Okay, you definitely do, you know everything, but regardless, you are MY everything. I love you so much.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, barrel 6 years, 4 months ago

    Cracker Barrel rules and I’m sort of saddened that I don’t even type creative sentences anymore. I think it’s clear that I’m getting progressively stupid every day.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, now 6 years, 5 months ago

    Things are coming together now.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, game 6 years, 5 months ago

    This is all just a stupid game, sort of.

    Different levels of problems and obstacles to get through. And sometimes it doesn’t seem like the game is even worth playing, but when it comes down to it, it is.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, five 6 years, 5 months ago

    In five years, I wonder where I’ll be. If I’ll even still be alive. Who I have had the opportunity to meet and maybe even grow close to.

    I can’t even imagine, really.

    That’s crazy to think about.

    I mean, five whole years is like…a lot. I’ve thought about one year or maybe even two, but five… I’d be what, 21? Okay, maybe that’s not…[Read more]

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, living 6 years, 5 months ago

    So many others out there are oh so tired of living. It’s strange to think that I may have glanced and//or smiled, or… even completely ignored someone that can’t handle being alive any longer. That hate who they’re surrounded with and plan on taking their lives if there isn’t a change soon. I want to help them and let them know that they’re not alone.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, patient 6 years, 5 months ago

    I think maybe that I’m sort of patient when it comes to certain things… I don’t necessarily get angry while waiting in lines for things. At the same time, I don’t really get angry ever… I don’t even know.

  • I’m just not as determined as I used to be. On one subject, that is true, but when it comes to me wanting to travel, dance, and simply help people, I am VERY determined. I’m willing to give up and do whatever I have to to make those things happen and I’m really glad that I have this type of mindset. I don’t understand people who waste their lives…[Read more]

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, methods 6 years, 5 months ago

    I know your methods. You’re not sneaky. I’m not like that. I just wanna sit here and put on a movie and ACTUALLY watch the movie. I wanna be able to take off my pants off and just hang out. I don’t ever wanna wear pants again.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, both 6 years, 5 months ago

    All of the things I hate so much that comes along with a relationship… wouldn’t feel so bad if it were with you. I will always both love you and miss you, but I’ve got to move on.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, late 6 years, 6 months ago

    It was too late to go back, I knew that. But I just hated this feeling more than anything. I’m tired of having to deal with all of this. I wish he was here. I miss him so much. I can’t go through with this alone. It’s too much… all of this.

  • Madison Hite commented on the post, hall 6 years, 6 months ago

    The hallway seemed as though it went on forever. I kept walking and walking and walking and walking and walking. Waiting for something interesting, someone interesting, anything interesting… but nothing.