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install? what kind of word is install? I don’t really have many thoughts on this word so I suppose I will stall. ha! stall. I think that would have been a better word choice than install personally. i’m not very good at installing things. isn’t that what men are for? i’m just kidding. i’m self sufficient i swear. right now i’m listening to of montreal. it’s a band. maybe there is a band called install? i’m not sure but probably because everything is a band name nowadays even neutral milk hotels. whatever that means.

» Posted By steph On 02.23.2009 @ 1:42 am


I think mental is an interesting word because it refers to my mental state, which is not always in the best of places because truly I was born with some sort of chemical imbalance. but really that has not been proven and I’m aware that I just started a sentence with the word but and it wasn’t even capitalized. that is because I am mental. see I am bringing it back to the original word as I am supposed to even though I’m not good at following directions because I am, in fact, mental. mental is what people use to refer to cool people who are really just awesome.

» Posted By steph On 02.21.2009 @ 1:30 am


five…four… three…two…one… I’m sorry I could never find the words to explain exactly why we found ourselves disconnected from everything we always thought we could be, but I’ve got to hang it up anyway… There is nothing else to say.

» Posted By Steph On 04.14.2009 @ 8:10 pm


is what i want. i want to be abroad and traveling and exploring and learning and not stuck here working and putting up with parker and all his shit and all the shit from all the customers, I’m better than this and I want to be any and everywhere else but here. I want to travel and live.

» Posted By Steph On 04.13.2009 @ 1:53 pm


I would never want to experience a blackout it sounds scary and crazy. I think of blackout curtains, like during WW2. That must have been an awful experience. I can’t imagine living every moment in fear, like those during the war. Even though we are supposedly at war with Iraq I don’t feel like we are.

» Posted By Steph On 04.04.2009 @ 10:21 pm


Suspended from class describes you on so many levels it isn’t even funny anymore. Yet I laugh at you every day.

» Posted By Steph On 11.20.2008 @ 9:23 am


The path to the mocking bird was long and thin. I found a small pebble along the way. I don’t know why I picked it up. It ended up in a stream. I decided to follow it into the stream. I quickly removed my clothes and went for a swim. I swam so fast and briskly that I ended up in a world far from my own. It was full of clouds and a mystical creature. They were all wearing the wings of birds. All I could think was did I have wings too. I did. I too had wings. Was I dead? If I was dead was it at all worth the brisk swim I took. I missed my love.I could feel the tears well up in my eyes. I realized I would never see my love again. All of this because I had to go skinny dipping. It was a sad day, but at long last I did have my wings. In a way my dream and all mens dreams had come true this day even though I was certain that I was dead.

» Posted By steph On 10.21.2008 @ 9:34 pm


Run away. There’s nothing good here for you. You need to leave before there’s no hope left in the world. If you go now, you may be able to find help and fix things. But staying here now is no better than suicide. In fact, it is suicide. Flight is the only option, or all of us our dead.

» Posted By Steph On 10.09.2008 @ 8:16 am


i ran on top of the hill and saw a huge city on the other side

» Posted By steph On 10.06.2008 @ 1:51 pm


John is wanting a back massage. I love John.

» Posted By Steph On 08.28.2008 @ 10:09 pm


My emotions are never hidden. Everyone else sees them on my face before I feel them.

» Posted By Steph On 08.22.2008 @ 4:20 pm


I was just asking for confirmation that things haven’t changed. In this hectic life, I was just hoping that we would still find time to be together and spend time. I am just asking for your love, your thoughts, and your sharing of ideas. I guess I am really asking if you still love me like you used to when we were dating.

» Posted By Steph On 08.20.2008 @ 11:40 pm


i am not proud to be american. i used to be. our country is so messed up right now. we need a change!

» Posted By steph On 09.22.2008 @ 7:59 pm

I am so proud of finally meeting someone who actually cares about me and loves me and would lever hurt me.
I am proud of my decision to go to medical school.
I am proud that i have the most amazing mum in the whole world. She is my best friend.
Pride is suppost to be a sin but to me it is not, and it is not the root of all evil, as some would say,

» Posted By Steph On 09.17.2008 @ 6:32 pm

pride is one of the biggest downfalls in American society today, here in America we desire our people to be proud of our society. But, because of that pride we become arrogant towards other countries around the world. whether third world or industrial we are so caught up in our own greatness we forget who everyone else is.

» Posted By steph On 09.15.2008 @ 11:50 am


a wildflower grows in the woods, and is usually white. Hippies picked them and stuck them in their hair. Some wildflowers are poisonous and make you vomit. Wild flowers grow wild, and free. Like Hippies. Which is why they are associated together.

» Posted By Steph On 09.13.2008 @ 8:06 pm


why did you make me wait for so long why can’t you just say what you need to say get it out of your system and admit that we belong together that everything will go away when we finally stop this delay

» Posted By steph On 08.31.2008 @ 10:15 pm

When I get stuck somewhere or in doing something I get very sad and wonder when i will be able to go do what i wantr or go where i want speaking of which i wasnt to play brawl but the boys are playing wii people which makes me sad and i think they hhould play a fighting game because its more fun. karissa just left. karissa and katie beat me a lot at brawl when they’re little ball characters like jigglypuff or kirby. sad. my sword fithers can do anoothing against them.

» Posted By Steph On 08.31.2008 @ 8:06 pm

there is a huge delay in my writing because I can’t stop editing. Editing has made me afraid of just letting myself write. I can’t get anything out because i’m always censuring myself. the delay, then is making my passion reality.

» Posted By steph On 08.31.2008 @ 7:39 am


i’ve driven once before, when we were close. i said, “i’ve always wanted to drive but i’ve never gotten the opportunity.” you stopped the car and we switched spots without saying a word. you guided me and told me not to be scared, and it was fun, like a video game almost. i miss when we were that close and when things weren’t complicated. i miss and love you so much, but i see the ugly in you now.

» Posted By steph On 05.24.2008 @ 9:16 am


Life is a hurricane. It can be so completely catostrophic that it can have you running to find shelter from it. Then there’s the eye of the storm, fooling you into feeling as if everything is calm and okay….only for you to find out you’ve been deceived and everything is not.

» Posted By Steph On 07.06.2008 @ 10:00 am

We’re on the back of a hurricane that started turning when you were young.

» Posted By Steph On 07.06.2008 @ 8:43 am


Today is a national holiday here in the US of A. Independence Day, celebrating our separation from Great Britain. Time for some fireworks.

» Posted By Steph On 07.04.2008 @ 8:44 am


A storm was a-brewing. I could feel it in my bones.

» Posted By Steph On 06.28.2008 @ 9:39 am


Is a thing you say when you have a fart, it’s also something the King or Queen can give to excuse something you did. I like to say Pardeon rather than ‘What?’ as it is much poilter and makes people want to be around you more, which is always a good thing, either was pardon is an interesting word.

» Posted By Steph On 06.26.2008 @ 9:28 am


touch, smell, listen, taste, see
feel the world around you
do you ever just….try and shut down one or more of your senses so that another one will stand out more? try it. close your eyes and listen. shut out sound and look, absorb the world around you. it’s beautiful.

» Posted By steph On 06.19.2008 @ 11:02 am


we sit in our residual self-imposed desperation, knowing our bones have the capacity to be drenched in sunlight, left to gamble our intuition off a cliff, ready to climb past our mindless solitude and implemented grief. sleep is boring when life is quiet. burn our tendons awake. leave us to our movement.

» Posted By steph On 05.11.2008 @ 2:10 am


He grabbed the icre cream cone and licked every drop of milk and ice and cream. A composite dessert of lactative elements. He savored every slurp. Every taste bud swelled with satisfaction.

» Posted By Steph On 05.06.2008 @ 12:54 pm


I caught a glimpse of success, once. But it passed like that ever so elusive vision of God.

» Posted By steph On 05.03.2008 @ 11:08 am


listening is much more than hearing audible words and phrases. a good listener always comes with a good mind and an open attitude and a damn good expression on their face when you tell them whatever boring or genius thought you can think of.

» Posted By steph On 05.02.2008 @ 2:16 am

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