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commit

It’s rather difficult to commit. To anything. I learned this the easy way: from observing the relationships of those around me. I myself am too afraid of being hurt to commit to anything. Luckily, I have my friends as examples–as people I can use. I know it sounds mean, but it has saved me from possible heartbreak.

» Posted By Mia On 07.20.2010 @ 7:29 am

It’s rather difficult to commit. To anything. I learned this the easy way: from observing the relationships of those around me. I myself am to afraid of being hurt to commit to anything. Luckily, I have my friends as examples–as people I can use. I know it sounds mean, but it has saved me from possible heartbreak.

» Posted By Mia On 07.20.2010 @ 7:28 am

tide

saying goodbye is like the tide. unavoidable, it ebbs and flows but we know it’s coming. we try to deny it and try to fight it off, but it’s always there. just below the surface, just near the top – it’s always there. and the tide, like our goodbye, is soft and silent and washes away everything that was left of us. like sandcastles and seaweed, we are nothing by the tide.

» Posted By Mia On 06.22.2010 @ 5:59 pm

waltz

We twirled around the dance floor like nobody’s business. The band could definitely carry a tune, and the night was starting off swingin’. I looked great; my dress was newly patched, my hair plaited prettily.

» Posted By Mia On 06.20.2010 @ 4:18 pm

revolt

Leap up
divide your souls
and let the conquest
begin.

Take your wrath
and smack the opression
where
it
counts.

Darling, people will
be
lost.

But that’s the price
we pay
for freedom.

» Posted By Mia On 06.19.2010 @ 4:36 pm

without

Without you, I feel like nothing. When dad comes at me with everything he’s got, shouting slurs and muffled curses as he bends down to hit me, then I think of you and wonder how life went so wrong. Mom, come back, save me from it, from dad, from myself…

» Posted By Mia On 06.18.2010 @ 1:04 pm

leap

So I had figured you’d been avoiding me. Flat-out not talking to me. and who would want to, anyway? God, you send me into such a state. I should hate you.

But I still get excited every time a notification pops up with your name, my friend.

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 5:28 pm

And I realize
it’s pure notion
not emotion
that’s driven me away from any sort of realization.

I can take leaps of opinion, and think that becoming your friend wasn’t right. That it was strange, not normal.

Then again, I am very much strange and not normal and enjoy it with the utmost sincerity.

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 5:24 pm

It took so much for me to leap away
from you
and you threw it all away
in just a day

I hate how you
can never hear the subtle screams
of my generation’s inclination to be the oh-so-suble hero of the day.

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 5:14 pm

So I posted this Facebook status. It’s directed at you, love. I’m happy with myself, and if you’re not, well, it hurts but I can’t change that. Lovely, I miss you, you’re my best friend, but there’s something between us now, something bad and wrong and sad…

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 4:44 pm

For the last time, this is it.

I don’t care how much you plead for me not to jump, I’ve had it. When Roy died, I stayed because you begged. Same with Catalina, same with Arthur, same with Troy. I’m sick of life, sick of this world, and I’m ready for Death’s cold embrace.

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 2:53 pm

Deep into the lonely abyss
I subside
my lovely
my darling
oh, don’t let me
you let me
fall, you cheap
ignorant
fool.

You let me go
you shouldn’t have
i hate you
i hate you.

Holding me back is the first step to an eternity together,
lovely.

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 2:50 pm

I flew. Off the diving board, naturally, into the pool.

And I was off.

It wasn’t a long race, 100 meters perhaps, but my god was it the most tiring thing I’ve ever experienced. I worked my way through the water and listened to my heart pound.

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 2:44 pm

I flew.

Off the cliff, off the edge into a spiraling blackness. A little hard to comprehend, but honestly one of the best moves I’ve ever made.

Jezebel Lee, you’re not in Kansas anymore, I thought to myself

» Posted By Mia On 06.17.2010 @ 2:41 pm

pillar

The things that hold up buildings and windmills. They are often on older houses or more important buildings like court houses and such.

» Posted By MIa On 05.26.2010 @ 4:00 pm

fireflies

they are bright and shiny and little animals in stories chase them around like something really cute. i have seen them to be used in jars as lights lol. that was in a cartoon i cant remember. i have also never seen one in real life. but we have a bug light outside so if there was a firefly near us it would die.

» Posted By mia On 05.01.2010 @ 4:14 am

bubbles

I love bubbles. I really do. When they cover the air, and they are everywhere. It is so great, and magnificant, I don’t know. They are just so perfectly round and see through, like a little world inside the actual world.

» Posted By Mia On 04.30.2010 @ 6:26 am

dolls

i love dolls. i used to play with them when i was little. my brother sadly broke all of my dolls. now, i feel like my childhood was stolen.

» Posted By MiA On 04.27.2010 @ 11:21 am

joyful

Pleh. I don’t want to be joyful. I want to sleep and dream. Dreaming will bring joy. I might see my best friend (who in actuality moved to the other side of the country). Those dreams are nice.

» Posted By Mia On 04.20.2010 @ 7:25 pm

There was a joyful frog. He loved to jump but one day he jumped straight off his lilypad. He ended up in the water and began to swim, finding that he really loved it.

» Posted By Mia On 04.20.2010 @ 7:22 pm

propel

he propelled through the water with speed even he had not yet experienced. He heard the timer buzz just as he was about to touch the wall. He knew he had broken the world record. He was the fastest swimmer alive!

» Posted By Mia On 04.18.2010 @ 2:32 pm

tape

Sticky. The tape was sticky. It held things together. Like Michelle’s super glue, it was holding my life together, but nothing lasts forever, right? And slowly things began to separate. The tape started losing its hold. Soon the tape was only good for tossing in the garbage, and I couldn’t do anything about it but wait for a new roll.

» Posted By Mia On 04.11.2010 @ 9:51 am

well

well i was thinking the other day how weird it is taht worms alway drown in puddles.m always takign walks and finding them and try to save them its like genocide man. and i schased a bird once cause it hada worm in its mouth and i had to save it. Poor little wormies. i will save you.

» Posted By mia On 05.03.2009 @ 6:48 pm

deny

to lie, betray, such as in a relationship. like that poem i read about convincing. Pathos kind of. to try and convince oneself a certain thing even though it may not be true. lying to oneself sometimes unintentionally.

» Posted By mia On 11.27.2008 @ 1:15 pm

want

I want to be beautiful. i want to be healthy. I want to do things that I want to do. I want to be okay, soon. I want things to get better. I want to stop being so melodramatic. I want to start writing better. I want him to miss me. I want YOU to call me. I want to feel like soon things are going to be better. I want to start appreciating the people I love, and let things happen as they will.

» Posted By Mia On 07.22.2008 @ 8:04 pm

wish

i wish to be happy. i have many wishes. i guess ever body wishes for something. if you had nothing to wish for, i don’t think life would be as interesting. you always want to do better or get something better. as long as you wish, you are never completely satisfied.

» Posted By mia On 12.09.2008 @ 7:59 pm

sublime

oh it makes me think of the moment at Ananda Ashram when I was walking to lunch with my friend. And we started laughing. We immediately called it bliss, but the feeling was sublime. I think that was the rare moment of true happiness and being really connected with who we both are.
It was sublime

» Posted By Mia On 01.23.2009 @ 12:01 pm

dock

A dock as in a place where to dock boats. ive never really been to a dock. isnt that sad? i wish it were warm out so it would make sense to go to a dock. somehthing seems calming about the word “dock”… i bet its nice to just sit and be free..

» Posted By mia On 12.16.2008 @ 7:48 am

bracelet

the bracelet glittered in the snow next to the pool of blood left over from her severed hand. he didn’t know what to do. his mind blurred and without thinking he snatched up the bracelet, letting the cool diamonds slip into his pocket.

» Posted By mia On 03.30.2009 @ 9:49 pm

beloved

my beloved son was standing before me, his innocent eyes were looking up at me and i realised i loved him. he is the sunshine of myu life, i dont know anyone who is just like him, i dont believe i could have made something so beautiful. the end.

» Posted By Mia On 03.29.2009 @ 9:19 pm

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