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study

“Study”, they say. Study study study. But, the way I’m being forced to learn isn’t working.

» Posted By laughalot On 11.22.2011 @ 8:24 pm

laughter

Can you hear my laughter miles away? Can you see the smile on my face from where you are? Can you see that everything’s okay, and I’m okay, even though you no longer ask?

» Posted By laughalot On 11.21.2011 @ 6:46 pm

autumn

I feel like this autumn, I have made the most memories ever. So many trips to apple orchards, lots and lots of football…the World Series…watching Inception..=]

» Posted By laughalot On 11.08.2011 @ 11:01 am

alarmist

You’re an alarmist. My guard is always up around you. I’m scared to hurt you and I’m scared that you’ll hurt me.
Please stop sending me mixed signals. Please =]

» Posted By laughalot On 11.07.2011 @ 9:33 am

epiphany

Sudden epiphany. I know exactly what you’re talking about. You know exactly what I’m talking about. But we both disguised it.

» Posted By laughalot On 11.02.2011 @ 8:03 am

husband

Sometimes I wonder if you will be my future husband. There’s a lot of doubt there, but I wonder. You’ve liked me for over a year, and I’ve liked you for over 6 months. Will this go anywhere?

» Posted By laughalot On 10.30.2011 @ 3:21 pm

artistry

I’m no artistry. I can’t paint a picture of what I want my life to be like right now.
I just want things to be different…or at least I think.
I just miss you. a. lot. I miss our talks, our laughs, our memories.
When will the day come that I let the walls come tumbling down, and let you back in my heart?

» Posted By laughalot On 10.27.2011 @ 10:18 am

mutual

We’ve come to a mutual realization that there is a problem between us, and it needs to be worked out. I don’t want to take the first step, and neither do you. =/ Looks like we’re going absolutely no where.

» Posted By laughalot On 10.18.2011 @ 7:50 pm

dull

I hope you don’t find me dull for still having problems. I’m still human.
Don’t forget that it is still your choice to listen to those problems.

» Posted By laughalot On 10.17.2011 @ 8:07 pm

compassion

Can you please have a little compassion for me?
I can honestly say that I will probably never forget the way you sounded when you mocked me for almost committing suicide. You act like I’m doing it for attention.

» Posted By laughalot On 10.13.2011 @ 5:44 pm

suppose

I suppose this is where I’m staying. Same old spot. Each day being tormented by the demons that once held me down.

» Posted By laughalot On 10.03.2011 @ 4:57 pm

distinguished

Distinguished. There’s a difference between smart and wise. Word to the distinguished.

» Posted By laughalot On 09.10.2011 @ 8:33 pm

bars

I broke through those bars and chains a long time ago. Why would I go and chain myself up again? I swear, I’m a slave and prisoner to my own soul; constantly following the first thought in my mind.

» Posted By laughalot On 09.09.2011 @ 8:30 am

destruction

I see destruction everywhere. People are hurting and hungry. But what is worse then an empty stomach and a broken leg?
An empty and broken heart. That is the worse pain anyone could ever, ever feel.

» Posted By laughalot On 08.26.2011 @ 2:57 pm

force

God won’t force you into loving Him. And He won’t force you into Heaven. That’s why we have to invite Him into our hearts to be sure of where we are going, because God is gentle-man and He will not force you to do something or go somewhere.

» Posted By laughalot On 08.25.2011 @ 12:33 pm

wings

If I had wings I would fly away from all that is staring me in the face.

» Posted By Laughalot On 07.31.2011 @ 6:44 pm

trophy

I don’t have the trophy yet… But it’s coming. I know that the battle is not over; it has just begun. But I know that I’m on the winning side.
If my God is for me than who can be against me?

» Posted By laughalot On 07.19.2011 @ 8:10 am

sticks

I pick up my sticks and stones and prepare for battle. If bulimia thinks it can keep me down, it’s sadly mistaken. I may be weak and have no strength, but my God is strong enough- and He will always be.

» Posted By laughalot On 07.18.2011 @ 7:45 am

honest

We are so honest with each other. We have such a strong trust and care for each other. It’s astounding.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.30.2011 @ 2:39 pm

failed

I’ve failed in my attempt to get out of this; because I’m obviously stuck.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.24.2011 @ 5:09 pm

held

I want to be held.

I want that feeling of safety and comfort back again.

I want to feel loved.

I just need a hug.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.20.2011 @ 8:21 am

wonder

Sometimes I wonder how I got into this all…. Tell me, what did I do that made me deserve this? What did I do wrong?

» Posted By laughalot On 06.17.2011 @ 3:23 pm

smile

“Smile child”

I always know that I’m about to spill my guts when you say this… Oh boy.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.16.2011 @ 11:50 am

train

It is time to train myself to eat right. Not binging. Not starving.

Eating the way that God intended; not my way.

It may be hard, but it’s well worth the fight.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.15.2011 @ 11:25 am

station

I’m at the train station of my life. Getting ready to go to a place of new beginnings…

» Posted By laughalot On 06.14.2011 @ 12:14 pm

embraced

You embraced me even when I was not on the path You wanted. You loved me even when I hated myself.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.13.2011 @ 2:31 pm

beloved

You’re my beloved, you’re my bride.

To sing over you is my delight.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.12.2011 @ 7:52 pm

rise

It’s time for me to rise out of the grave I was digging for myself.

It’s time to wake up.

There is a hurting world out there.

It’s time for me to leave behind comfort.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.10.2011 @ 11:20 am

corner

I just sat here in the corner thinking.

“How am I going to get out of this?”

“What’s your escape plan, God?”

I heard that unmistakable, small, still voice.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.09.2011 @ 7:27 am

forgetting

I hope that you are not forgetting how hard it is to eat.

To recover.

How some days I just want to give up.

Throw in the towel.

Be done.

To press on…

Means to do something I don’t want to do….

Even when I don’t want to.

» Posted By laughalot On 06.08.2011 @ 7:20 am

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