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miracle

It seemed at this point that nothing short of a skip in time and reason would save us.

» Posted By Ruben On 09.04.2012 @ 9:17 am

I needed one, bad. Not as bad as I needed one back then. But I figured since I didn’t get any divine help at that time, then the cosmos owe me one. Big time. So I closed my eyes, and desperately hoped this got better.

» Posted By Ruben On 09.03.2012 @ 11:57 am

covered

hiding friends combat movies films cinema family honor duty renown cover materials desk game sleeping dogs video computer action simulation police gang intruders guns weapons martial arts

» Posted By Ruben On 09.02.2012 @ 2:11 pm

dehydrated

It wasn’t so much about the fact that we were out of water, or tired, or lost. It was about the fact that none of us had ever known any type of discomfort. And now for the first time, we were at our wit’s end and we had no one to call to clean up after us.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.31.2012 @ 4:32 pm

darlings

It was time to do the deed and I still hadn’t the nerve to do it. Yet as I edged closer to them, I could only think of the liberty that their disappearance would grant me. So I bit my lip, closed my eyes and shoved the pillow in their face.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.31.2012 @ 8:52 am

I hadn’t the time to deal with these little darlings. So I blew a puff of my blue smoke… only it came out green… and instead of succumbing to the slumber my potion had planned for them, they turned into bunnies. Energetic bunnies. Oh gosh! How the hell would I make it in time for the ball?

» Posted By Ruben On 08.31.2012 @ 12:07 am

salvation

I couldn’t think of a better time to use this potion. The sisters said to save it for a dire situation and this looked about as dire as it was going to get. I didn’t even know what it was meant to do but, I opened the bottle drank it’s contents, wished for the best and slammed the remainder on the floor. FLASH!

» Posted By Ruben On 08.30.2012 @ 12:17 pm

There was something to be said for attracting older men. Their sexual gusto far surpassed that of any twink you might have hooked at the bar. His expertise left nothing to be desired. And your orgasm was assured. Yet, the biggest case for dating an older man, is the security offered to a aimless twenty something year old who lives paycheck to paycheck.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.30.2012 @ 9:31 am

magazines

I hadn’t the money to shop the way these magazines intended their reader to shop. So I amounted a large collection of pictures I’d never own.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.29.2012 @ 12:10 am

I always wanted a subscription to many fashion magazines. But I could never bring myself to fill out the form and receive the publisher’s discount price. I guess what stopped me was that satisfying feeling one gets when picking up an issue directly from the news stand. Sure I’d be spending a subscription’s worth of money on a monthly basis, yet the feeling was too much to give up. Plus I need SOME excuse to get out of the house from time to time.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.28.2012 @ 3:57 pm

refuse

I refuse to let his poor decisions affect my living situation. I had to plan my escape now, before he took me down with me. Before I became what I feared most, helpless, homeless, and dependent. The search for a new affordable apartment had begun, but shit where to start? I’m not exactly easy living.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.27.2012 @ 4:02 pm

half

I had half the money to get me there, to the concert that is. To make it til next paycheck I had no choice but to live frugally until the pretty green made its way back to me.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.22.2012 @ 10:01 pm

I had half an hour to get to work. I was going to make it on time. But goddamn did I want to masturbate… I hadn’t had sex in 8 months, no one was home, and if I could be done in 10 minutes, heaven would be achieved. Yet something always comes up… in a bad way…

» Posted By Ruben On 08.22.2012 @ 4:29 pm

there was half an hour until ten, until the hour before noon. And I hadn’t digested the sandwich that would either serve as friend or foe today. Energy or discomfort, Fuel or freight. The day promised a pregnant day, but I was convinced it was simply bloated.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.22.2012 @ 9:30 am

comfort

I’d give up the comfort of having a balanced check book for the exhilarating thought of being in the same room as my idol. Who needs to eat anyway? Was it not Oscar Wilde who preached we make the necessities into luxuries and the luxuries into necessities? And he did quite well for himself… for a gay man… in his time…

» Posted By Ruben On 08.21.2012 @ 9:43 am

zone

I never knew this door actually opened. It was a whim sixteen years in the making. My adolescent self wondered (for a brief moment) how the heck my parents managed to keep my curious mind from even noticing this door. But the rush of adrenaline overpowered any analytic sense I could muster…

» Posted By Ruben On 08.15.2012 @ 9:34 pm

I was in serious trouble. And for the first time, I couldn’t talk myself out of it. These machines won’t listen to reason or excuse and my body couldn’t finish their tasks before it was time for them to self destruct. I was Cher (from Clueless) in a technologically advanced death trap.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.15.2012 @ 1:39 pm

want

I want his lips on mine. I want his hips on mine. I want me on his mind. I want this to work. Gosh, please let this work. Let there be clarity when he decides that he likes me above the other guys. Let there be peace in our relationship. Let love be true and easy. Let something be easy in my life for once.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.14.2012 @ 11:25 pm

approval

I worked on my body day and night. I didn’t do it for me. I liked eating. I liked doing nothing. At least I thought of did. Until I realized that the suicidal thoughts I had claimed as part of me, weren’t natural. They went away. I was filling my body with so much negativity that it’s only option was to want to no longer function. The response my brain went with after months of grueling training and shaping up, was beyond positive. I liked looking at myself. I wondered if this was how everyone felt.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.11.2012 @ 6:49 pm

texts

I had to endure hours of this mess before we got to the juicy stuff. Before they revealed their crime buried in thousand year old history. They finally gave us all our copy of the text and trusted we’d keep it from the masses. But one didn’t start a revolution by keeping secrets.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.11.2012 @ 8:07 am

manners

I didn’t quite understand what he was trying to say. Everyone back home always thought the best of me. I never once had to explain my behavior. This trip was beginning to look bleak and I wondered if the differences between James and me were too much for us to build a relationship upon.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.10.2012 @ 9:03 am

substances

I hadn’t the slightest idea what to do with this. It had a smiley face on it and it was in pill form. What could possibly go wrong. I was in so much pain I would have done anything really. Yet this unusual pill in my sister’s underwear drawer seemed promising.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.08.2012 @ 3:35 pm

I couldn’t refuse. My cover would be blown if I didn’t take the $100 bill from Chloe’s hand and sniff the line that was so meticulously laid out for me. To be quite honest, I was curious. Curious to know how good this drug felt. Curious to see if it was worth throwing your life away. Surprise surprise! It felt like the mental equivalent of sitting on a throne. Guess the old saying is true: Curiosity killed the cop.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.08.2012 @ 1:50 pm

I was tempted to take the pills from him. I didn’t find any reason not to do it. Anger? I could handle it plus, I lived on my own so I had no one to hurt. Smaller balls? Only happens if you take them for an extended period of time… And it’s not like I was actually having sex with anyone.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.08.2012 @ 12:07 pm

assaults

And I couldn’t think of a better reason to do it. If I wanted to continue living, I had to. So I grabbed the nearest pipe and bashed him in the head. I enjoyed more than I liked to admit. Time and time again. Even after he died. I couldn’t take any chances. And I didn’t want this powerful high to go away.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.07.2012 @ 9:50 pm

I hadn’t inspiration left to figure out why I shouldn’t do this. It was a simple assignment for a putrid shell. I was tired and my mind was weak. So I accepted the mission. Unknowingly signing my sanity’s death sentence.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.07.2012 @ 3:53 pm

dare

I didn’t want to cross that boundary. I didn’t want to feel futile. I didn’t want to be poor. But I was. And it was quite the fall from the three story mansion my parents built.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.05.2012 @ 7:14 pm

key

I hadn’t a clue where to start searching for the portal. All I had was this flimsy key that disappeared when I forgot about it. Sounds harmless save for the fact that it’s hard to keep your mind on a two inch key when being chased by 8 foot velociraptors.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.04.2012 @ 12:21 pm

secret

I had kept his name trapped in the crevasses of my lips. No one needed to know who had sparked the little heartstrings. No one at all. I wasn’t sure of anything yet. I wasn’t infatuated. Still, I was hopeful.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.04.2012 @ 10:40 am

camera

He wanted to film us. I said no. He said he’d delete it right after watching. He’d only take a few snapshots that hid my face. I asked why even take video if he was going to clip my face from the shots. He said not to worry. I worried. I said no. He wouldn’t take that as an answer. I stood my ground. He hid a camera. I should have been smarter.

» Posted By Ruben On 08.02.2012 @ 11:37 pm

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