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To consider going out with him would mean deserting the plans I’d made with Missy two months ago. But how could I miss out on the chance to finally kiss Blake? Missy would understand. No she won’t. And would I really enjoy my time with Blake knowing what a good time I’d have at the water park?
» Posted By Ruben On 02.24.2012 @ 1:22 pm
Leaving behind everyone I thought I loved was easier than I imagined. The less you have the less you have to lose. It just occurred to me that I couldn’t progress to the next stage of this forsaken life without ridding myself of the heavy baggage that comes with having friends.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.24.2012 @ 10:38 am
The sense of smell had been burnt off from one too many nights of bleaching every nook in my house. My insomnia had consumed me as I watched my life tick like rain drops in a storm. Fast and unnerving.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.24.2012 @ 2:14 am
The loss of my virginity was a no brainer. It had to be done. The sooner the better. Freshman year was only a week away and I couldn’t bear going sexless any longer. Plus, I’m only 13 once.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.24.2012 @ 12:47 am
The loss of my arm was meaningless when I still had it. Little did I know how crucial balance was to running, eating, sex, and even sitting. My missing limb now had significance unfathomable to a sstupid youth
» Posted By Ruben On 02.23.2012 @ 10:31 pm
The viagra and the time just seemed to coordinate. My lover he’s a sleep now after waiting patiently in a room of wine. Now I wrestle with the idea of waking him up. But forget it and complete this birthday disaster with a little help from mr right.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.23.2012 @ 10:31 am
Still feel amputated. I can’t shake the sense of relief. The virus is gone. And I’m still breathing. An arm is a small price to pay for freedom. Now it’s time to make my way.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.23.2012 @ 10:19 am
In order to receive any ethical treatment you had to have insurance. But not the typical one use to sign for and pay a monthly fee to obtain. This insurance required a bet against yourself, and so needed to be signed with heart. Matters of the blod sort were too hard to handle on paper.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.23.2012 @ 1:57 am
Notwithstanding the night of tremors and illusionations, his mind broke like an ancient vase against a marble floor.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.22.2012 @ 9:19 pm
This soy ice cream feels rejuvenating, invigorating but I can’t shake the feeling of sin from my lips. If I truly want the abs of a god, then should I really be eating food processed by human hands? But a diet of fruits and vegetables is only so tolerable after a 20 mile run.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.22.2012 @ 8:39 pm
Sitting back in this rugged chair afforded me the comfort many men wished they had. But then again I spent my life fighting to have half of what the ordinary man has; a peace of mind Only in old age, and all alone was I able to understand why I was placed in this world, with a full head of heavy ideas on weak shoulders and strong legs..
» Posted By Ruben On 02.21.2012 @ 8:43 pm
In a turn of events, it seemed the crowd really enjoyed the juxtaposition of the contoured nudes against the city lights. I had to resist the urge to yell out how utterly impressed with my genius I was.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.21.2012 @ 8:39 pm
And as if by chance I distinguished a mark in the painting I’d so admired. A mark that was unique and undeniable. A mark so familiar, I held my mouth shut with one hand as I realized the 20 foot nude on display was me. That bastard!
» Posted By Ruben On 02.21.2012 @ 6:01 pm
I know it wasn’t my place to say that which was to come out soon but my temper made it inevitable to put this whiny bitch in his place. Since his rich kid blues were sopathertic.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.21.2012 @ 10:45 am
And as I grudgingly made my way home I reflected upon my curse of having to break bread with he whom never has to break a sweat in order to receive his daily ration. I couldn’t help but try to find peace in this most enraging of situations.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.20.2012 @ 9:19 pm
And we seem to be stuck on this never ending ascension. But what heights are we to reach when our feet are so heavy and our minds are so thick? Is this rollercoaster ride a senseless way to make us sick until the inevitable comes around to say good night?
» Posted By Ruben On 02.20.2012 @ 11:03 am
As if by luck I ran into him again, this time though ill prepared to let him know how much I cared, I braced myself to let him know a truth tthat long has haunted.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.19.2012 @ 7:09 pm
It wasn’t too long that I was so high I couldn’t sit still without going crazy. The clock’s ticks seemed to be mocking me, as if to countdown the seconds in my youth.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.19.2012 @ 11:38 am
And in that moment I knew it was time for me to bid adieu to everything I knew before today, and everything I’d planned for after it. I was no longer the naive youth I took refuge in, and this newfound adulthood just didn’t sit well in my stomach. It was time to run away.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.19.2012 @ 2:31 am
I left my home because it wasn’t warm. And my ears were too big to keep it from catching all the cold my parents felt necessary in order to make me a man. Now I sleep under cold skies with warms hearts and full wishes.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.19.2012 @ 12:01 am
So I stood still. Not knowing what to do or who was watching this single worst moment of my life. The gun had gone off but its sounds had only impalled me.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.18.2012 @ 10:37 am
I was on the road to good things. But cocaine was too enticing and my mind was far too young. So I met up with these people who promised a good time. They made good on their assurance, but a good time was had too long. Now I’m in my thirties with no prospects and little joy. What I wouldn’t give to get a refund on cocaine.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.17.2012 @ 9:54 pm
and as I crawled across the memories I left existence where it belonged, in my bedroom. I’m sure the four walls that have hled my sanity would keep it safe.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.17.2012 @ 9:59 am
I let them crawl on my skin, wondering if my pores would fit them. The thought of having insects claim my insides as their territory both horrified and intrigued me. The sensation would be unique and undiscovered. I needed something for myself.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.16.2012 @ 5:06 pm
Let me see your eyes. Let me see that sincere gesture that’s supposed to make me melt. Without these accessories how would I ever know you truly dig me?
» Posted By Ruben On 02.16.2012 @ 10:30 am
When I think of his left dimple I can’t help but smile. What an intrusive thought. I wanted nothing to do with the memory of how low he made me feel. Yet as his smile permeated my being, I couldn’t help but smile back ,
» Posted By Ruben On 02.15.2012 @ 2:11 pm
After all these years of being single, I had this urge to find a partner. If only to silence the assanine inquirers, who relentless judge my single status as a sign of unhappiness.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.15.2012 @ 12:56 pm
It’s my 23rd birthday and I have yet to find the fit. The book I’m supposed to write to define me. Like Tender is the Night began Fitzgerald’s rich intellectual archetype and The Sun Also Rises gave way to Hemmingway’s pathetic mal.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.15.2012 @ 3:12 am
To navigate this walking puzzle I needed to trust my intuition. But I was afraid. Trusting that sense had led me to trouble one too many times.
» Posted By Ruben On 02.13.2012 @ 11:07 am
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» Posted By Ruben On 02.12.2012 @ 9:25 pm