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fatigue

Fatigue is the tiredness behind your eyes, when every blink is a call to sleep. It’s the sigh that leaves you as yet another task makes itself known within the whirlwind of activity that’s left you sapped and exhausted already. Fatigue is what grasps as your ankles and pulls you down, and what grips you in the chest and drags you under when the breath finally leaves your body in the very end.

» Posted By Nikki On 02.18.2013 @ 8:24 am

willed

Will was quite the funny thing, when you got around to it. Will could be capable of so much, in some cases; and so very little, in others. Margaret prayed desperately that this case was one of the former, and reached out for the end of the pipe, and willed–

» Posted By Nikki On 02.15.2013 @ 6:46 pm

Will was quite the funny thing, when you got around to it. Will was capable of so much, in some cases; and so little, in others. Margaret prayed desperately that this case was one of the former, and reached out for the end of the pipe, and willed.

» Posted By Nikki On 02.15.2013 @ 6:37 pm

responsibility

I am the eldest child in my family. I held the highest amount of responsibility growing up and now..I dont know how to live with out it. I strive for more and crumble under it. I occupy hours of my life with multitasking, running from job-to-job and now…I am with out it. I secretly wished for such a thing for a long time. “Me time” is all I wanted, and a few more hours of sleep.
Now, I sleep too much. I have no more drive or want because this depression is consuming me.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.24.2013 @ 4:55 pm

visit

i have visited my family three months ago. they live in bulgaria. i love them very much and i miss them. i wish i could be there right now and spend more time together. i wish they could visit me as well. i believe they would like the place i live at.

» Posted By nikki On 01.21.2013 @ 12:15 pm

applied

What is this? Where am I? Who are you? Why should I know shet? Anything you’ve ever known doesn’t apply here, nor has it ever applied anywhere else. This is now. This is you. Wake up and accept the fact.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.20.2013 @ 10:40 pm

I applied pressure to the wound. I began to look around hoping some one would come help any one. I don’t want to be left alone in all this mess. To be left with the guilt of not being able to help all these poor souls.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.20.2013 @ 8:25 pm

Instinctivly I applied the gauze to my wounds. They told me that nothing would fix a broken heart such as mine and yet I’ve been able to recover. A mircle it seems coming from such tiny pieces to the lump it is now. It’s vitals are weak, mutilated and decayed. The edges are frayed and worn down, not much is holding it together anymore. I apply more gauze.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.20.2013 @ 2:25 pm

destroy

I drift among these vessels we call humans. These organisms derived from mass cells. Personalities we need to cope with, feel for and oblige. I am floating in this current, consumed by thier woes and throws. Humanity is far beyond my minds understanding, thus I must destroy it.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.19.2013 @ 11:35 am

sound

It reverberated through me. The sound quenched my thirst and settled pre-existing fears with in my soul. Only you could of known the fate of that dreaded night. Rain crashed upon the rivers stones. The stream gushed and roared around us, all else was a muffled second thought in comparison. It was you and I. Our chilled breath wafting away in the breeze, words were unneeded. I knew you were my maker, and this to be our last moments. A planted kiss on my forehead signaled your goodbye, and sailing down that river, I died.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.18.2013 @ 12:01 pm

choose

I am starting my life over. I have failed at this so many times but i have come to realize…I loath the person i have become. I have heard the opinions, although i feel they are not as fully truthed as I would of liked..There is still partial truth. I am taking opinions of people who have general disgust of me. I am choosing to revamp…and instill more Godly practices in my life. In the past I have found the closer I walk in the words of God, life flows more abudantly and beautifully for me. Things are tattered and barely recognizable..I choose to change this NOW, although i feel i should work on the relationships i have tarnished, I wont. I am in a new place with new people…to start OVER. My journey begins today. I welcome you to do the same.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.17.2013 @ 12:20 pm

end

The end is always near. Every corner it creeps showing me it’s insides. Cracking the whip saving it’s secrets for another day. I’m holding my breath. I hate waiting for you

» Posted By Nikki On 01.13.2013 @ 4:04 pm

What an epic word for such an epic day. Today is my end. The end of it all and all that has begun> the end of the things to come>

or none.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.13.2013 @ 3:39 pm

It was the end, that was all she could think. Other people might have found silver linings, might have seen it as a new beginning instead, but all she could think as she watched him walk away was – that’s it. The end. It’s over for me. I don’t have another one in me.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.13.2013 @ 1:53 pm

must

Searching deeply to find the trust,
within mistake ridden consquence
Foreboding mysteries
unwanted histories
life is a succession of imminent nows
and life is a must.

» Posted By Nikki On 01.07.2013 @ 4:59 pm

officers

As the officers approached my drivers side window the rain crashed down hard upon my cars hood. Thundering down, as my next few moments would be, I slowly rolled down the window. The first officer had broad masuline shoulders, His har and eyes both appeared to be as dark as the night, he loomed over my vehicle, examining my thrashed bumper. The other man stood at the tail of my car, over looking the license plate. Once the officer at my window felt comfortable with his check of my car, his head slowly turned toward me. He looked at me but I could not draw any emotion from his hiding eyes. The corners of is mouth curled into a smile I had not expected, his lips seperated as his smile widened now with bits of light glinting off his teeth.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.30.2012 @ 10:50 am

shows

It”s time to put on a show. The one I dance so elegantly. Dressed to the teeth, shadowed by my curse. These illusions hang still, quite deamons waiting for the kill. A slip of wit and ill be the one to quit, a melodical figurine dancing before the scene. For one more show.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.27.2012 @ 7:36 pm

Im fed up with the shows on todays television

» Posted By nikki On 12.27.2012 @ 7:21 pm

Tv shows are lame. There is nothing original about them any more. All of the same reproduced poop you see everywhere else. What happened to classics like MASH? !13 seasons man! 13. You cant go wrong with a classic. They made what funny is today. Look at the loony tunes! nothing outshines nor compares to them in any way.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.27.2012 @ 7:20 pm

scatter

The ashes at her feet began to scatter to the four corners of the Earth with the whispering wind. She choked back a sob and tears welled in her eyes. It was time to say her final goodbye.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.21.2012 @ 1:52 pm

season

Soccer season is right around the corner; January. I really, honestly can’t wait. During this Christmas break, I’m going to work on getting in shape by running and eating right. Hopefully, I won’t die out on the field, and be able to help my team as much as I can. I think it’s better to not let your team down, rather than try to fulfill your own needs, make sense?

» Posted By Nikki On 12.20.2012 @ 7:25 pm

Here in American Samoa, we don’t have seasons like in the states. We have summer, and winter. Summer is from August to about February. Then, during what most would consider the summer, is our winter. Our winter is more like a rainy season, but still very hot. It’s often very muggy and humid as well.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.20.2012 @ 7:23 pm

available

No one in life is ever truly available anymore. We all have so many things we “have” to do. When what we really need to do is make time and be available for those who need us.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.11.2012 @ 11:42 am

roof

She stood there at the edge of the roof, staring down upon the two men whom she loved. The battle was about to begin and one of them would have to die. Despair was evident behind glittering eyes. Because she was incapable of choosing, the war would choose for her.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.07.2012 @ 9:35 am

She stared down from the rooftop, looking upon the two men who loved her. The battle was about to begin and she turned away, despair evident in her glittering eyes. One of them was going to die and she wasn’t sure who it should be.

» Posted By Nikki On 12.07.2012 @ 9:31 am

square

Square describes a person who doesn’t do things that others do. A square is described as a dereogatory term, but thinking about it, why would you want to be a circle like everybody else. different is beautiful, embrace your inner square.

» Posted By Nikki On 11.23.2012 @ 7:50 pm

received

I have been. And I am blessed to have the people around me that I do. This life has recived me in a way I am forever grateful for…even if i dont always act or feel like it.

» Posted By Nikki On 11.20.2012 @ 11:12 am

satisfy

Cassandra was utterly and completely satisfied. A pleasant sigh left her lips as she glanced over at Alaric in the bed beside her. He was asleep, a pleased smile on his lips as he dreamed. It brought a smile to hers as she laid her head on his chest, her eyes drifting closed as she listened to the sound of his heartbeat. Yes she was utter satisfied and happy.

» Posted By Nikki On 11.19.2012 @ 6:28 pm

employees

Employees are never doing what they should do in Shop Rite. Either they are talking on their cell phones or their talking crap about the previous customer to the next. That’s not work ethic and will never be. Sometimes I wish I had their job so I could school them in it.

» Posted By Nikki On 11.15.2012 @ 1:42 pm

learn

Learning is a life long adventure. As we grow we learn new things to make life a bit easier to live. Although we learn mostly through mistakes and often the hard way. It is was defines us and makes us individuals that move and carry on.

» Posted By Nikki On 02.11.2013 @ 6:06 pm

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