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spent

spent. how much time have i spent thinking of you? shall i count it in minutes? no, that’s definitely too many. then days perhaps. or maybe it’s been a life time. that frightens me.

» Posted By Marina On 11.11.2012 @ 8:38 am

entrance

Enter… Proibition. Restriction. New friends. new ways of seeing life.

» Posted By Marina On 10.18.2012 @ 5:01 am

bury

Bury me deep, among the roots of life. Build me up, still, through natures great from my own. Born from dust and to dust we shall return. Bury me deep.

» Posted By Marina On 10.16.2012 @ 10:02 am

gone

Your gone. I can’t find you anywhere. I think about what could have been. I regret not acting on my feelings. I have not completely moved on. I want you back.

» Posted By Marina On 10.12.2012 @ 12:14 pm

possible

Is it possible I just don’t want to be happy? I refuse to put myself out there. I won’t make the first move. I don’t show guys that I am interested. I give up too easily. If I change possibly I can have everything I dreamed of.

» Posted By Marina On 10.06.2012 @ 1:05 pm

afraid

I’m afraid to show you who I really am. I’m afraid to get close to you. I’m afraid I’m not what you want. I’m afraid that I’m over thinking this and you are right for me.

» Posted By Marina On 09.23.2012 @ 1:59 pm

I am afraid of everything I have heard. The awful stories, the heartbreak. the agony . But it has to be better than the loneliness I feel now.

» Posted By Marina On 09.23.2012 @ 1:51 pm

begin

How do I begin? I wish there were instructions. I don’t know where to start. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to say. Maybe you can begin.

» Posted By Marina On 09.20.2012 @ 3:14 pm

claim

I’d love to claim you everything you are.
Claim your hair, your eyes, your lips, your hands.
I’d love to claim you my own,
but you’re not.
And that makes me really sad.

» Posted By Marina On 09.19.2012 @ 4:44 pm

despite

Despite everything that’s been going on between us, I still want to you to be happy. No, I don’t care if you treated me wrong or made me feel useless and like I didn’t matter. I choose your happiness over mine because I know you’ll do great things in life, and you deserve to enjoy every bit of it. Despite everything, I still love you. I will always love you.

» Posted By Marina On 09.18.2012 @ 4:56 pm

Despite everything that’s been going on between us, I still love you. And I still want to you to be happy. No, I don’t care if you treated me wrong or made me feel useless and like I didn’t matter. I choose your happiness over mine because I know you’ll do great things in life, and you deserve to enjoy every bit of it.

» Posted By Marina On 09.18.2012 @ 4:35 pm

alive

lt is when you feel freedom, when your heart is beating, you pulse fast and you feel yourself fantastic/

» Posted By Marina On 09.17.2012 @ 2:54 am

fried

My legs. My arms. And everywhere else that my swimsuit did not cover. Of course, that’s what happens when you have English blood and bad memory. Next time, don’t forget the sunscreen.

» Posted By Marina On 09.14.2012 @ 10:30 pm

asthma

I just wrote about this. But I’ll go again. Partially because I want to tell her story. In front of thousands of people. She’s stuck. She’s burning. She can’t expand. It’s only constant contraction.

» Posted By Marina On 09.14.2012 @ 11:09 am

headphones

My headphones were on. I was attempting to block out the world. But you got my attention. I did not get yours. I have not stopped thinking about you. I wonder if I will ever see you again.

» Posted By Marina On 09.08.2012 @ 8:20 pm

side

I want you by my side. I love being with you and the person I become when were together. We would make each other very happy. But, I don’t love you that way.

» Posted By Marina On 08.24.2012 @ 7:38 pm

zone

There can be different kinds of zones: pedestrian only zone, non-smoking zone, zones in the airport. Zone is usually surrounded by a fence. Everyone who is inside the zone is called ‘zonby’.

» Posted By Marina On 08.17.2012 @ 4:26 am

modem

oh.modem.modem or mode.i dont know.but what do i have to know about a modem?I can talk about the colour,or the shape or the weight.

» Posted By marina On 07.04.2012 @ 1:40 pm

architecture

I find the architecture of old Southern homes to be quite fascinating. My great grandmother on my mom’s side had this mansion of a home with big, thick, white pillars at the front of the house. It was surrounded by a huge porch

» Posted By Marina On 05.29.2012 @ 2:24 pm

rainy

It was a rainy Saturday afternoon. I was outside, because no one would be able to see me crying. I didn’t want to get over you. I thought you were never going to come around. But there you were. I got my happily ever after.

» Posted By Marina On 04.01.2012 @ 9:37 am

demonstration

I followed the demonstration. I did everything I was told. I expected the same results. I was not prepared for what actually happened… YOU. I could not continue. My new goal was you.

» Posted By Marina On 03.08.2012 @ 7:59 am

curse

a curse.
Is a waste of breath.

» Posted By Marina On 02.20.2012 @ 11:04 pm

track

We were on track to spend the rest of our live together. Somewhere you stepped of. I was still going full speed. It was not till later, when I realized you were gone. Where did you go?

» Posted By Marina On 02.17.2012 @ 9:21 pm

walls

I feel trapped by the walls I built around myself. I want someone to tear them down. I need someone to want to get inside. I want someone who is willing to go through the trouble. Someone that wants to get inside of my walls.

» Posted By Marina On 02.07.2012 @ 8:52 pm

champagne

Champagne was flowing, and everywhere I looked, people were lost in the euphoria of partying; that feeling of ecstasy that you get that you can do whatever you want because you have an alcoholic beverage making it’s luxurious way through your system.

» Posted By Marina On 01.03.2012 @ 2:35 am

desert

I live in a desert. An unbearable desert during the summer. But its a good reminder…that even though I walk through the valley of the death and dying, my Lord is what strengthens me. He is what lifts me up…even in this desert where you can’t avoid the hint of what hell might have been like if I wasn’t saved by my merciful Jesus Christ.

» Posted By Marina On 12.28.2011 @ 8:27 pm

palette

I grab my painters palette. And i start adding paint. Just adding a dab of a couple colors. Then i start mixing. Creating these colors. Colors that just appear. Then I begin to wonder, what can I do with these colors. The possibilities are endless. I imagine what God thought when he started mixing the paint in his painters palette. Look around, and you’ll see it. Don’t look at the man made buildings that cover and the bright city lights that blur. But look at those things that are living and so beautifully painted by the greatest artist that there will ever be.

» Posted By Marina On 12.14.2011 @ 12:54 am

princess

I am a princess.Not because I have money. Not because I own a plastic crown. Not even because my daddy told me that I am (besides my dad never called me a princess when I was little) Not because I was born of royal blood. But because I was bought by royal blood. Because I am literally Daughter of a King. When I accepted Christ in my life, I became a princess. The Lord is the King on High, and I am His child, an heir to the kingdom. A princess. But when I enter into the kingdom of Heaven, my crown will come off my head and be placed at the kings feet, because he is worthy to be praised forever and ever.

» Posted By Marina On 12.12.2011 @ 8:35 pm

centerpiece

There isn’t a centerpiece on our table. Sometimes we put one there for the holidays…but that’s only sometimes. I drive by people’s houses and see the Christmas lights the blow up Santa and snowmen decorations, and I wonder. Whats the point of all these decorations?? What is their purpose? When really, Christmas isn’t about all this flashy lights, white-bearded fat man in a red suit who comes down your chimney (which is a really creepy concept by the way), or fancy wrapping. Its all about Jesus. I know that “Jesus is the reason for the season” sounds so cheesy, but really. Jesus was born and he came to die for our sins. This is something so amazing! And the celebration of the birth of our wonderful Savior has been masked by Christmas lights and centerpieces.

» Posted By Marina On 12.04.2011 @ 8:09 pm

obey

I couldn’t obey you. I had my own life to live. I had to leave. I’m happier without you. But I still want you.

» Posted By Marina On 12.03.2011 @ 5:54 pm

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