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mole

i count the freckles along your arm. 4. around your shoulders and down your back. your skin is smooth, the shades vary from the sun. i trace the veins along your arm, the muscles ripple against my fingertips. i feel you shiver. my pulse quickens.

» Posted By mae On 05.18.2011 @ 4:56 pm

tempted

everything about you is tempting. i can’t keep my hands off. i can’t tear my eyes away. i want you to want me. chase after me and rip off my clothes. you look at me with hatred and that only tempts me more. to get close to you. to touch you. to push myself against you. my body is aching for yours. my chemicals are firing in my mind. eveything says more. more. more. i want you more.

» Posted By mae On 05.17.2011 @ 2:09 pm

forgotten

i have forgotton how your eyes look right before you kiss me. i have forgotton the way your words sound as the fell in my ears and spelled out my name. i have forgotton the day we first met, and what it was that first drew me to you. i have forgotton the day i first knew.

» Posted By mae On 05.15.2011 @ 1:23 pm

vodka

the clear liquid burns my throat. i shakily set the glass back down. i don’t like watered down drinks with the juice or ice or sugar. i take it straight. get to the point. i want to get drunk to cloud my judgment, so i won’t have to remember what i am about to do. i am creating an excuse. i safetey net. the fire begins in my belly and i pour down more gasoline, igniting the flames. i lean into you, invading your personal space, hoping you’ll get the hint. to kiss me, to hold me, to fuck me. i only want you tonight. in the morning i may change my mind. this may be bad idea, in the morning. but tonight. i want you. i drain the rest of my glass.

» Posted By mae On 05.15.2011 @ 7:40 am

I can barely breathe as I shakily sip from my cup . The clear liquid burns . I never had any patience for drinks watered down with juice and ice and sugar. I take it straight. I get to the point I want to get drunk so I don’t have to feel so I don’t have to remember what I am about to do. So I have an excuse in case the world finds out. See I’m planning ahead I’ve got my safety net. The fire starts in my belly and I pour more gasoline down my throat igniting my insides. My head feels light as I lean into you. Invading your personal space. Hoping you get the hint and kiss me, hold me, fuck me. I want only you tonight. In the morning I Matt change my mind. This may seem like a bad idea, in the morning. But right now I want you, because you are unavailable and never fall in love and because I am on my way to being drunk. I drain my glass.

» Posted By Mae On 05.15.2011 @ 7:19 am

connected

Him and I are connected;
Bound, but not imprisoned
Kept, but not held captive
Secured, but not trapped
Connected.
Restrained, but not hindered
Adhered, but not enslaved
Free, yet bought
Connected.

» Posted By Mae On 04.06.2011 @ 10:31 pm

purpose

What is the purpose? The meaning? The purpose of this all is to make you see how much you’re worth! You’re beautiful, wonderful. Yet you sell yourself short. You are worth so much and you can’t seem to grasp it. You’re left reaching for straws and I’m left wallowing in self pity.. Why? Because I can’t open your pretty little eyes.

» Posted By Mae On 03.31.2011 @ 11:13 am

structured

I’ve disciplined my life to be so structured that I misplaced you.
I somehow didn’t see you blatantly standing right in front of me,
Not until you began to leave;
Leave this place that I created and then absent mindedly left vacant.
I lost sight of something impeccably imperative. Can you see it?
I’m late for some incredibly important date. Do you know it?
I’m intensely industrious, and forgot apart of myself. Can you find it?
My structure is the affair that I have fallen into.

» Posted By Mae On 03.25.2011 @ 11:57 pm

approach

After comprehending that life last’s but a life time,
I finally decided to approach the future with boldness.
Freedom and tears, heartache and joy await me,
And they all seem oh so welcoming now.

» Posted By Mae On 03.22.2011 @ 11:17 pm

figure

I figured it out long ago that your hand and mine interlock in a way that would make even the best of jigsaw puzzles jealous. Our hearts understand one another and our minds connect instantly. I know it won’t be easy along this journey, but we’ll figure it out eventually… won’t we? All I know is you complete me. And it’s all I’ve ever wanted.

» Posted By Mae On 03.16.2011 @ 12:03 pm

I figure you and I have the world in our hands and love in our hearts. It is good to finally figure something that you and I have makes perfect sense.. When at first I figured you didn’t care. You complete me. And this is all hard I know, but we’ll figure it out. I love you to the moon and back infinity times. DItto? Or no I need to know

» Posted By Mae On 03.16.2011 @ 11:57 am

heels

He swept me off my feet,
And dropped me.
He tossed me, head over heels,
And forgot to catch me.
He interlaced our fingers,
And broke his promise of never letting go.
I gave him my heart,
And he misplaced the key.
He left, but didn’t release me.

» Posted By Mae On 03.15.2011 @ 10:29 pm

wand

Wand? Really? Couldn’t give me any better? ….

» Posted By Mae On 03.14.2011 @ 8:30 am

example

Lead by example. Lead by example.
I must be something for someone else.
I must be successful to be a role model for somebody else.

But who was my example?
Who have I had to look up to?
How do I know what to be for someone else,
When I don’t even know how to be Me for Me?

First comes First.
I must find Me, to be Me, for Me before
I can be an Example for someone else.
The only way I can be a good example
for someone else is if I can let Myself
shine through and be that example.

That’s the only way to live life.

That’s the example I want to be.

» Posted By Mae On 03.06.2011 @ 10:50 am

control

When one looses one’s self to control, they miss out on the radical, sporadic, mosaic, chaotic artistry of breath, and the momentous use of it.

» Posted By Mae On 03.04.2011 @ 5:55 pm

specific

I don’t like specific things. They’re boring. I tend to look more at the big picture, ya know? But sometimes you need facts, answers; that’s where specifics come in. But if you don’t need them, don’t use them; instead, look at the situation as a whole.

» Posted By Mae On 03.02.2011 @ 11:37 pm

basic

We need to get back to the basics of life; a heart that is pure, a love that is right, a faith that is fervently grounded in Christ, a hope that endures for all time. These are the basics, we need to get back to the basics of life.

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The arrangement of notes to create this particular melody were simple and basic, yet it lifted my soul as a symphony would.

» Posted By Mae On 03.02.2011 @ 6:03 am

mango

The sky was a mango orange and pink lemonade cocktail of color explosion warming up the earth beneath me.

» Posted By Mae On 02.22.2011 @ 6:02 pm

relatives

I have a number of crazy relatives, Italian and German alike. The combination can be frightening at times, but beautiful as well. Imagine a holiday in the average W.A.S.P. household, then add ten times the alcohol and 40 decibels to the sound. Then perhaps my life can be imagined.

» Posted By Mae On 01.26.2011 @ 2:41 pm

solved

I solved the problem by examining it and deciding that no matter what, I would always stay at the table until it was done.

» Posted By Mae On 01.24.2011 @ 6:08 am

ragged

He was a man of about 50 years of age. Worn, beaten down. He sat in front of the corner store every day. He held a cup that rattled when it shook.

» Posted By Mae On 01.10.2011 @ 6:39 pm

rejection

I often feel rejected by my female friends because they think i’m not that much of a feminist. I think girls are dramatic and downright stupid and i hate belonging to that gender. I’ve never been rejected by a man/guy. feel good about that.

» Posted By Mae On 12.22.2010 @ 10:47 am

chuckles

I knew a little girl named chuckles when I was a teenager. Im sure that wasnt her real name but could you imagine people thinking you were that much fun to be around to give you that name

» Posted By Mae On 09.15.2010 @ 9:36 pm

bow

Bow like what obnoxious scene sluts wear or bow as in what you do after a preformance?
Good lord.
Gawddayum.
Gewd lawd.

» Posted By mae On 05.27.2010 @ 11:51 am

balloon

once when i was little i got one and my little sister cried till she got one too and we were in the backyard and mine blew away. i stole hers

» Posted By mae On 05.19.2010 @ 12:54 pm

detour

a shorter way to get to where you need to go,, coud be followed advice or simply a shortcut around the bend. if you dont want to go over it, you have to go under it… dont think just go and see what you find.

» Posted By Mae On 05.02.2010 @ 3:24 am

dress

People wear all different types of clothes.
It doesnt matter what you wear.
It matters whats inside.



What crap.
Of course it matters.
If you didnt judge people on what they wore youd never know who to start talking to and who not to.
It does matter.
People are full of crap.
Hypocrites.

» Posted By mae On 05.18.2010 @ 1:45 pm

withheld

Her love was withheld from him.. she couldn’t break through the friendship they shared and turn it into something more. Even though the love’s there.. it’s never enough.

» Posted By Mae On 05.11.2010 @ 5:11 am

trial

As she sat down for her trial she wondered how this would end. Would she get what she deserved, freedom and peace at last? Or be terrorised by the constant image of his face.

» Posted By Mae On 05.09.2010 @ 4:07 am

offer

offering at church for some reason pops into my mind at first. without thinking thats what i think of….if that makes any sense at all. Im not quite sure why they do that. I mean obviously to help keep the church going. but i feel that it is a bit odd sometimes. give us your money! give us your money! i mean dang, i only have so much money, right? im praying for money and giving it away at the same time. it doesnt make much sense. but maybe im crazy.

» Posted By mae On 05.13.2009 @ 3:37 pm

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