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suppose i was actually alright, suppose i wasn’t trapped. perhaps my mind frees me instead, while my body remains the cage i am stuck in. suppose i need to free myself before the door of the cage opens.

» Posted By elena On 10.03.2011 @ 11:11 pm


Yeah, so braids. I have taken to wearing braids recently, because they make my hair easier to deal with. When I wear a braid and then take it out, my hair is still curly but more manageable than otherwise. They have this staid, respectable look, but I’m not really shooting for that when I wear one. It’s just a temporary state in order to make my hair curly but not messy. Like many things in life, braids are a means to an end. Like Stuyvesant is a means to a good college is a means to happiness?

» Posted By Elena On 10.02.2011 @ 10:58 am


precious goods
strong men
no women

» Posted By elena On 09.22.2011 @ 1:27 pm


accountability is one of the strangest things. you can never tell when it’s your fault and when it’s not, you simply have to assess the situation and everything that surrounds it and establish as to whether you are actually in anyway at fault, or deserve any recognition. you need to maintain humility.

» Posted By elena On 09.15.2011 @ 9:52 am


A rally is a very interesting event. It’s where people rebel against ‘the man’ and unite together because they share on similar thought. A rally is like a celebration that some people disagree with, but to the people who agree it’s a moment that should be captured forever.

» Posted By Elena On 09.13.2011 @ 9:25 pm


I made an offer once for you to stay with me, but you said no. You said we didn’t know what we were getting into by doing this, which isn’t true; I knew what I was getting into. i knew that I loved you. But you broke my heart. So you can’t ever have me back now. I hope you have a wonderful, miserable, life. And no, I do not want to be friends.

» Posted By Elena On 08.31.2011 @ 10:39 am


a thread can never be burned…not if one has not the courage to do it. even the most simingly insignificant things in this life can cause a considerable amount of chain reactions.

» Posted By elena On 08.15.2011 @ 3:01 pm


There was a sadness in the entire room, it stretched from one side of the room to the other, he could even feel it pulling at his fingertips and eyelashes.

» Posted By Elena On 08.10.2011 @ 1:55 pm


the car down the street, running away from pain. driving my son to his daycare, where others have the opportunity to raise him partially while i go to work and try to make a living. i wish money wasn`t an issue. i wish i could spend more time with him. as i write this, he’s at daycare.

» Posted By elena On 08.10.2011 @ 9:01 am


Skeletons are for Halloween. They’re for anatomy class. For disection. They’re in orthopedics and hospitals. But they also make you think of who you are when eveything else is stripped away.

» Posted By elena On 07.23.2011 @ 8:49 pm


Violence is a hard thing to describe. Does it come from anger? Lust? Pain? Lies, lies, lies. It’s all a lie and I can’t remember. Help me.

» Posted By Elena On 07.20.2011 @ 7:46 pm


One time I won a trophy. I don’t remember what it was for. Have I ever won a trophy? i don’t think I have, actually. That’s very disappointing. What would I have won a trophy for anyways? Sitting around, being a ballerina? I’m not even a good dancer.

» Posted By Elena On 07.18.2011 @ 3:23 pm


We have all been cast as the stars in our lives, yet most of us don’t use that privilege. Most of us decide to act out other parts, forgetting the essence of our own characters. We are wasting away the play we call our life.

» Posted By Elena On 07.06.2011 @ 6:04 pm


the world we are given, the stars smile down below and we have creases of their stories.

» Posted By Elena On 07.02.2011 @ 6:06 pm


I waded through the water, feeling the wonderful touch of the silky water against my skin. As I waded I wondered if I could even use the word wade in the sense that I am. Can I say ‘wade’ as the past tense verb ‘waded’ ? Confusion ensued. To wade means to move through, does it not? I’m pretty sure it does. Is this supposed to even make sense? Because the first sentence is garbage, but I was told to not think but simply write. This is me simply writing. Can I use wade as waded? I may never know.

» Posted By Elena On 06.29.2011 @ 10:08 pm


History class was always one of my favorites in high school. Now it’s one of my favorite college courses. I don’t know why, but something about history makes me feel more alive — more connected to my past, my environment, my parents, my future. Something about history makes me feel more “of this world” if you will. I wish my sister shared my appreciation.

» Posted By Elena On 06.23.2011 @ 6:01 pm


I saw the sun rising from the sea and I thought: Why am I here?
Still sleepy.

» Posted By Elena On 06.10.2011 @ 12:03 pm


teachers can be good, teachers can be bad. can be meaningless can be inspiring. teachers can brighten your day and they can fuck it up to. teachers who you remember and teachers who you forget. thats life. life is about many teachers that you meet. it is important to consider everyone you meet and encounter in life as your teacher.

» Posted By elena On 06.09.2011 @ 5:05 pm


I often enjoy sitting in a corner. Whether I want to or not I seem to always end up there. Not that I’m backed into a corner…I don’t communicate with others enough to ever get to that point. Rather, I retreat into a corner so that I don’t have to deal with other people.

» Posted By Elena On 06.08.2011 @ 1:44 pm


it keeps you in line while crossing the borders and making changes to the straight and narrow. It’s new and old, it’s life and death. cross the road and find another to somewhere new. While you think you can find the end it’s a circle of line and squares. Even if the people you love are in line and never change it doesn’t mean they are finding something interesting along the way.

» Posted By Elena On 06.05.2011 @ 3:44 pm


come on
what is montage?
i really don’t know
multiple things
and pictures
and moves
and dancing
and aaaaah
i know what montage is
now i do
this is not helping me
i don’t know what to write about it to be completely honest with you

» Posted By elena On 06.01.2011 @ 6:36 am


i forgot about you. did you forget about me? im lying i didnt forget about you i think about you everyday. i feel forgotten though. i feel like i got erased and put into your “forgotten” files in your brain.

» Posted By elena On 05.15.2011 @ 6:51 pm

i do this alot, i get it from my mom. i forget the randomest things, yet i remember the most unimportant little facts. but sometimes that can be a good thing. i forget dates alot, and names.

» Posted By elena On 05.15.2011 @ 6:10 pm


they bleed. i get so tired of walking on them constantly, but when i try my hands, they’re too weak. my arms are tired, my legs are tired, my brain is tired, my heart is tired. my heels carry the most of it, which is unfair. but i don’t know any other way. they pressure gets to be too much- they crack and fall apart, too easily..

» Posted By Elena On 05.06.2011 @ 8:38 pm


I have a styrofoam cooler in my office. I guess I figured I’d break it apart and use it to ship books (which is what I do–imports, publishing, & eventually shipping to clients). But the styrofoam just stays up there, on top of the book case. I wish it would break itself into peanuts.

» Posted By Elena On 04.23.2011 @ 6:27 am


Not this word. Again. The first time I visited this website I was forced to write on this word. This word is a tricky one. I think of being a little kid, of watching Star Wars with my Dad. Of pretending I hated it, but secretly enjoying every minute of it. I think of how small I am.

» Posted By Elena On 04.02.2011 @ 1:38 pm


something i always need when i want to do something. i need a purpose to go on with my life after bad thing happen to me. i need a purpose to start everything. i need a purpose to get out of bed in the morning.

» Posted By elena On 04.01.2011 @ 12:43 am


freedom space room home far away from my actual home but my home soon and so on , an adventurous life with a few lovers that’s what i want.

» Posted By Elena On 03.19.2011 @ 9:57 am


Control apple shift. Cookies are super yummy, but I am not going to eat it because i am better. LOL PSYCH! Control is when you rule over people. Mwahaha. I rule. Over you, and you, and you. Control is brain-washing. Jimmy Neutron controls the aliens on that episode with the Mars people who needs the moms so he steals their moms back.

» Posted By Elena On 03.05.2011 @ 9:52 am


final cut is the video editing program we use at school olol. but final cut is also the last editing version of a movie. final is the last thing all in all. final story, final cut. the finals, its an exam. final is the very last of the last.

» Posted By Elena On 03.04.2011 @ 9:50 am

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